wow. i never thought....
isn't it wierd when you talk about self discovery all your life and then there it is.
i really didnt think it would happen. i mean i have had identity changes way too often,
but this was a "breakthrough".
tonight me and michelle talked about the scene and the people in it, and though we had our good and bad points, its still one of the best things around.
man i wish i had a life that i liked. really though, i have this idea of the perfect life for me right now, and though its easy to get, its not, you know?
i think when summers over ill just say "fuck it" and go for it.
when i hopefully move to hfx i htink i will be happier, not because of moving, but just getting that second chance i never thought i would get.
you know what? i like that idea so bad i imagine it everyday.
but what happens when i get there and its not all i hoped for.
then im stuck again. but im hoping that wont happen. i really feel that i should be closer to my friends and "journal" and just things that matter you know?
i don't really know who im talking to when i say "you", but whoever reads this can presume its them.
well enough of weirdness im off!
.graham.
i really didnt think it would happen. i mean i have had identity changes way too often,
but this was a "breakthrough".
tonight me and michelle talked about the scene and the people in it, and though we had our good and bad points, its still one of the best things around.
man i wish i had a life that i liked. really though, i have this idea of the perfect life for me right now, and though its easy to get, its not, you know?
i think when summers over ill just say "fuck it" and go for it.
when i hopefully move to hfx i htink i will be happier, not because of moving, but just getting that second chance i never thought i would get.
you know what? i like that idea so bad i imagine it everyday.
but what happens when i get there and its not all i hoped for.
then im stuck again. but im hoping that wont happen. i really feel that i should be closer to my friends and "journal" and just things that matter you know?
i don't really know who im talking to when i say "you", but whoever reads this can presume its them.
well enough of weirdness im off!
.graham.