Fuck the pain away!
Argh everything's crashing down, my stupid job omg I'm leaving it, one way or another, like in this week, I can't handle people who think they know more than me, I mean no-one does :P I'm just not one that handles criticism lightly at all, and its not in any self-absorbed kindof way, it's just that when i'm doing something, I actually tend to know what i'm doing, and I don't want people trying to fuck it up help me. So that brings me to the next step, what am I going to do now? I have options, which is a change, I'm pretty confident in looking for employment now, and I have a few places willing to employ me, but I'm not sure if i'm willing to work in them. argh, i'm too picky, I want a job that doesn't really exist well not that I know of.
My dream job must be:
* sumthing that pays me what i'm worth, lots
* a job that doesn't involve any hard work or heavy lifting, oh wait heavy lifting is hard work :S
* sumthing that i actually enjoy doing, and leave work still being happy from the great day i've had
* sumthing that involves creativity, coz i have lots of it
and damn I wanna work with sum funky ppl who aren't so uptight about everything, and they're definately not allowed to argue with me, ever!
Hmm where to start? I think i might be looking for a while, but until then I've got lots of fun to be had. And there's so much I want to do and I think I just want to study for a while, will probably do me good, getting back into routine and all. And I'm not going to get stuck into another job that makes me feel like less of a person because I missed out on an upsale, I mean seriously, I don't care!
Onto more painful things, I have dedicated tomorrow as Pain Day, not for everyone, but for me *cringes*
It's not that I want the pain, but I decided I should get it all done on the one day...
It starts off with a trip to the dentist, omg I am scared so much of the damn dentist with his drilly thing and all, but i'm going to go along with my story that I always do that I have a low-pain threshold, and if I experience too mcuh pain, I simply pass out, therefore, I get drugged, lots, so that's the brighter side to my dentist trip.
Following that is a trip to the doctor's for a mine-op thing, which is prolly gonna hurt to, I'm so going to cry, that's why i've got my mum coming with me, can always count on her to get me through such traumatic times.I'm getting all nervous just thinking about this stuff.
NOTICE
ANDY sugacoma is having his 21rst this weekend, it's being held in the top bar of The Court Hotel, it's cheap drinks all night and the theme is: GLAM-TRASH so everyone has to get all skanky n glittery. There will be a show n stuff and it's going to be a great night, if you wanna come msg me or andy and get an invitation, cya there!
mwah
xx
My dream job must be:
* sumthing that pays me what i'm worth, lots
* a job that doesn't involve any hard work or heavy lifting, oh wait heavy lifting is hard work :S
* sumthing that i actually enjoy doing, and leave work still being happy from the great day i've had
* sumthing that involves creativity, coz i have lots of it
and damn I wanna work with sum funky ppl who aren't so uptight about everything, and they're definately not allowed to argue with me, ever!
Hmm where to start? I think i might be looking for a while, but until then I've got lots of fun to be had. And there's so much I want to do and I think I just want to study for a while, will probably do me good, getting back into routine and all. And I'm not going to get stuck into another job that makes me feel like less of a person because I missed out on an upsale, I mean seriously, I don't care!
Onto more painful things, I have dedicated tomorrow as Pain Day, not for everyone, but for me *cringes*
It's not that I want the pain, but I decided I should get it all done on the one day...
It starts off with a trip to the dentist, omg I am scared so much of the damn dentist with his drilly thing and all, but i'm going to go along with my story that I always do that I have a low-pain threshold, and if I experience too mcuh pain, I simply pass out, therefore, I get drugged, lots, so that's the brighter side to my dentist trip.
Following that is a trip to the doctor's for a mine-op thing, which is prolly gonna hurt to, I'm so going to cry, that's why i've got my mum coming with me, can always count on her to get me through such traumatic times.I'm getting all nervous just thinking about this stuff.
NOTICE
ANDY sugacoma is having his 21rst this weekend, it's being held in the top bar of The Court Hotel, it's cheap drinks all night and the theme is: GLAM-TRASH so everyone has to get all skanky n glittery. There will be a show n stuff and it's going to be a great night, if you wanna come msg me or andy and get an invitation, cya there!
mwah
xx