Hello darkness my old friend
... or something.
My weekend has been nothing short of fun and horrible. I've learned a few things. One being that I can go to shows again for the most part and not freak out. Two, I can ride in cars with other people. Three, I get myself (and other people?) in the same situation multiple times and can't seem to ever get it right no matter how many times I mess up. Four, homework isn't as important as figuring out what to do about what there is to do. Five, maybe honesty isn't the best policy. Blind faith gives people hope, and reality sometimes takes it away. Then again, lying is a terrible practice--one of which I have been very fond of at some point in my life and thankfully I have learned to control. Is my dedication to truth too brutal? Is my lack of full truth (to myself and others) shown too late... as in, after someone gets hurt? Either way, I honestly didn't mean to cause anyone pain and now I fear that I may lose a good friend. So I will take full responsibility for my actions--as poorly planned and thought out as they were.
And then I'll do my homework.
My weekend has been nothing short of fun and horrible. I've learned a few things. One being that I can go to shows again for the most part and not freak out. Two, I can ride in cars with other people. Three, I get myself (and other people?) in the same situation multiple times and can't seem to ever get it right no matter how many times I mess up. Four, homework isn't as important as figuring out what to do about what there is to do. Five, maybe honesty isn't the best policy. Blind faith gives people hope, and reality sometimes takes it away. Then again, lying is a terrible practice--one of which I have been very fond of at some point in my life and thankfully I have learned to control. Is my dedication to truth too brutal? Is my lack of full truth (to myself and others) shown too late... as in, after someone gets hurt? Either way, I honestly didn't mean to cause anyone pain and now I fear that I may lose a good friend. So I will take full responsibility for my actions--as poorly planned and thought out as they were.
And then I'll do my homework.