Vive a la Mexico! XD
Okay wow, so I haven't updated in like a billion years XD There's quite a bit to tell but I'm only gonna go over what's on my mind right now.
Ever since this school year started, I have been trying my best to do well. I need to pass everything this year so that I can skip my junior year and become a senior. I have become a completely different person in a very short amount of time. I've learned that I need to stop worrying about my parents problems and focus on keeping myself happy. I am so much more optimistic than I used to be and I actually love myself and forgive my parents for all the shit they've put me through for the past 7 years. I am passing everything so far in school and I plan to keep it that way.
Maybe this new point of view I have is a result of all the good things that have been happening to me. School is going really well, my parents are getting along, and I am closer to a few friends that I thought I had lost. No, not you, Tiffany, lol. Thankfully, I've never lost you.
I realize that I have been an immature douche in the past. I wish that I could go back and apologize and beg forgiveness to all those that I have hurt but I know it probably wouldn't make any difference. I deserve whatever they feel about me. I just want them to know that I'm truly sorry and I acknowledge my mistakes.
Also, I've just recently met a very sweet guy named Norman. I know, what a nerdy name, but hey, I love nerds and I'm proud of it, haha. He is 19 and he's from West Warwick. Actually, he just left my house about a half hour ago. He spent a full 2 hours sitting in my living room, talking to me and my parents. Now how many guys do you know who can do that? lol I guess he just really wants my parents to like him and they do. We plan on going out for dinner and a movie very soon so we can learn more about each other without other people around. I really like him and I think he could be exactly what I need right now. It's been a little over a year since I had a real boyfriend. Friends with benefits are nice, but after awhile, you want someone you can really spend time with, not just to get off with. I know that sounds bad, don't worry everyone, I'm still a virgin. But it's true. I just really want something better and he knows my school work is very important to me so I'm sure he'll give me as much space as I need.
So yeah, things are really starting to look up for me and I plan on keeping things moving skyward. I was afraid I'd be in that dark place forever but I'm out of it now and I am so much happier because of it. I have seen the light! lol But yeah, just thought I'd give this random update since I have so many good things on my mind right now. Life was shitty for me for the longest time. But I guess it's all been worth it :)
Love ya!
Ever since this school year started, I have been trying my best to do well. I need to pass everything this year so that I can skip my junior year and become a senior. I have become a completely different person in a very short amount of time. I've learned that I need to stop worrying about my parents problems and focus on keeping myself happy. I am so much more optimistic than I used to be and I actually love myself and forgive my parents for all the shit they've put me through for the past 7 years. I am passing everything so far in school and I plan to keep it that way.
Maybe this new point of view I have is a result of all the good things that have been happening to me. School is going really well, my parents are getting along, and I am closer to a few friends that I thought I had lost. No, not you, Tiffany, lol. Thankfully, I've never lost you.
I realize that I have been an immature douche in the past. I wish that I could go back and apologize and beg forgiveness to all those that I have hurt but I know it probably wouldn't make any difference. I deserve whatever they feel about me. I just want them to know that I'm truly sorry and I acknowledge my mistakes.
Also, I've just recently met a very sweet guy named Norman. I know, what a nerdy name, but hey, I love nerds and I'm proud of it, haha. He is 19 and he's from West Warwick. Actually, he just left my house about a half hour ago. He spent a full 2 hours sitting in my living room, talking to me and my parents. Now how many guys do you know who can do that? lol I guess he just really wants my parents to like him and they do. We plan on going out for dinner and a movie very soon so we can learn more about each other without other people around. I really like him and I think he could be exactly what I need right now. It's been a little over a year since I had a real boyfriend. Friends with benefits are nice, but after awhile, you want someone you can really spend time with, not just to get off with. I know that sounds bad, don't worry everyone, I'm still a virgin. But it's true. I just really want something better and he knows my school work is very important to me so I'm sure he'll give me as much space as I need.
So yeah, things are really starting to look up for me and I plan on keeping things moving skyward. I was afraid I'd be in that dark place forever but I'm out of it now and I am so much happier because of it. I have seen the light! lol But yeah, just thought I'd give this random update since I have so many good things on my mind right now. Life was shitty for me for the longest time. But I guess it's all been worth it :)
Love ya!