My Self-Esteem Is Sinking

Jan 07, 2013 03:49

I was banned from a cardmaking group, and the owners refuse to tell me the reason. It really kills my self-esteem. I mean, if I make ugly cards and you don't want a blind person on your list, just tell me so. It isn't like my self-worth isn't already down to below sea level. I feel like a huge failure.

In other news, I was filling out a survey on force in mental health care yesterday, and it triggered me. I was secluded once, and this scared me so much that it could easily be used to threaten me into behaving. And it actually was used for this purpose, which is totally unethical, but well.

crafts, institutionalization

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