Myrthe Here

Dec 22, 2012 02:46

Hi, I'm Myrthe. I really have no clue what to write here, but I guess I'll try and see if it helps me feel less out of it. I mean, I feel kni of unreal, and I don't have a clue why I feel this way.

I am 14 and I love it. Being a teen is great, and I hate it that this body is too old for teenage stuff like teen sites. I also want to go out dancing someday, but most clubs are way too busy and I can't stand alcohol or drugs or drunken or stoned people. It's not like I have a real problem with others taking whatever drugs they like, but I don't want to hang out with obviously drunken or stoned folk. That's one big reason I don't want to go clubbing.

I really don't like sports. That is, I don't like movement therapy because I can't stand the therapist who won't allow me to be bitchy. Fortunately we don't go there anymore.

Hey, does anyone know what it means to be a multiple or have DID? Am I one of these? There's some other folk inside my head, but I have no clue what this means. Is there a difference between being a multiple and having DID anyway? The way I understand myself is I am 14 but I'm in a twentysomething body. Is this like transgender but with age? Don't mean to throw the born-into-the-wrong-body stereotype around but can't describe it any other way. Does such a thing actually exist? Ah, never mind.

-Myrthe

dissociative identity disorder, alters, multiplicity

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