I Feel Overwhelmed

Nov 14, 2012 17:47

I don't want to eat, but we haven't eaten in a day. I feel bad. I feel sick to my stomach. I don't know what's going on, but my ED issues are acting up.

In addition, it seems a new alter is emerging or was just created. I don't remember writing my last post, although I do remember the name Myrthe randomly popping up in my mind. My therapist sent me an E-mail asking whether I could change my appointment time tomorrow. I had to check with the nurses to be sure I had an actual session then.

I may not go to the horses anytime soon. I canceled my appointment next week to be able to see the house we're on the list for, and transportation is an issue anyway. People are pushing me to pay for transportaation myself, but I really don't have the money for taxis each time, and there seems to be no other option. I feel overwhelmed.

dissociative identity disorder, housing, horses, alters, eating disorders

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