the big c
i was feeling very sad earlier. at my old school, there was this guy, whom my friends and i code-named "the big c" so we could talk about him around him, and yea, i loved this guy, but we were "just friends" and we hung out a stuff, but i never told him b/c he was graduating, so anyways, for some reason i kept thinking about him alllllll day, i was really upset. well now i'm ok and so i found this song that made me think about him, damn you rw:
I don't want to hold you and feel so helpless
I don't want to smell you and lose my senses
And smile in slow motion with eyes in love
I twist like a corkscrew, the sweetness rising
I drink from the bottle weeping
Why won't you last?
Why can't you last?
So I will walk without care,
beat my snare
Look like a man who means business
Go to all the poshest places
with their familiar faces
Terminate all signs of weakness
Chorus: Oh, all for the sake, all for the sake
of a foolish love
I will take my coffee black, never snack
hang with the wolves who are sheepish
Flow through the veins of town, always frown
Me and my mistress the princess
Chorus
So the day Noah's Ark floats down park
My eyes will be simply glazed over
Or better yet
I'll wear shades on sunless days
And when the sun's out I'll stay and slumber