if it brings me to my knees
Oh hey look another mix that has caused me severe emotional distress. This entire mix came about because of one singular song that, to use Jenny's words, sledgehammered me with feels. Basically I heard Bad Religion and I had to make a mix kind of centered around it for Zayn and Liam, and here we are. It follows Zayn's progression of feelings for Liam, basically, going from lust and jealousy over his relationship with Danielle, determined to get Liam for himself, to slowly accepting that Liam just doesn't and can't feel the same way for him. Yeah, once again, I have no idea why I do these things to myself, I am a terrible masochist. Click the cover to download the mix and click the cut for a tracklist.
TAUTOU
Brand New
i'm sinking like a stone in the sea
i'm burning like a bridge for your body
IN THE NEXT ROOM
Neon Trees
oh, i lose control
when i hear your body move
through the walls in the next room
oh, i lose control
when i hear your body move
and i'm dying to break through
to the next room
oh, to the next room
oh, tell me 'my world revolves around you'
tell me 'boy i can't live without you'
tell me 'you're losing sleep tonight'
cuz i'll tell you straight
i'll never wait
i won't take
LOVE YOU MUCH BETTER
The Hush Sound
why do you sing to everybody but me? why do i let it go on?
you've got such a music box song in my head all day long
you fell for a girl with wild eyes, dressed in satin and lace
she's just an empty diamond mine with moan across her face
i can love you much better
if you can't see it you're blind
i can love you much better
and you know someday i'm going to make you mine
GIVE ME LOVE
Ed Sheeran
give me love like never before
cuz lately i've been craving more
and it's been a while but i still feel the same
maybe i should let you go
you know i'll fight my corner
and that tonight i'll call ya
after my blood is drowning in alcohol
no i just wanna hold ya
give a little time to me or burn this out
we'll play hide and seek to turn this around
all i want is the taste that your lips allow
my, my, my, my, oh give me love
I FOR YOU
The All-American Rejects
was i good enough, was i bad enough
when i wanted more, yeah, you had enough
but nobody's gonna try for you
nobody's gonna do like i for you
and every slow-lit cigarette
that nervous hands can barely get
the courage i could always feel your eyes
CURIOSITY
Carly Rae Jepsen
i'm sick with love
sick like a disease
don't call me up
just so i can please you
i can't stand the way you're smiling
i can't stand the way i'm lying
WITHOUT YOU
Lana Del Rey
summertime is nice and hot
and my life is sweet like vanilla is
gold and silver line my heart
but burned into my brain are these stolen images
stolen images, baby, stolen images
can you picture it, babe, the life we could've lived?
hello? hello?
c-can you hear me?
i can be your china doll
if you'd like to see me fall
boy, you're so dope
your love is deadly.
tell me life is beautiful
they all think i have it all
i've nothing without you
all my dreams and all the lights mean
nothing without you
NEVERMIND ME
Maria Mena
this facade that i'm stuck with
has got me wondering
just tell me how you want me
and i'll be naked stumbling
just to get a reaction, any signs of love
THE NICEST THING
Kate Nash
all i know is that you're so nice
you're the nicest thing i've seen
i wish that we could give it a go
see if we could be something
i wish you had a favourite beauty spot
that you loved secretly
cuz it was on a hidden bit
that nobody else could see
basically, i wish that you loved me
BAD RELIGION
Frank Ocean
this unrequited love
to me it's nothing but
a one-man cult
and cyanide in my styrofoam cup
i could never make him love me
never make him love me
no, no
it's a bad religion
to be in love with someone
who could never love you
only bad
only bad religion
could have me feeling the way i do
GONNA GET OVER YOU (DEMO)
Sara Bareilles
and i tell myself to let the story end
my heart will rest in someone else's hand
my 'why not me?' philosophy began
and i say
ooh, how'm i gonna get over you?
i'll be alright, just not tonight
someday, oh i wish you'd want me to stay
i'll be alright, just not tonight
someday
TAUTOU
Brand New
i'm sinking like a stone in the sea
i'm burning like a bridge for your body
IN THE NEXT ROOM
Neon Trees
oh, i lose control
when i hear your body move
through the walls in the next room
oh, i lose control
when i hear your body move
and i'm dying to break through
to the next room
oh, to the next room
oh, tell me 'my world revolves around you'
tell me 'boy i can't live without you'
tell me 'you're losing sleep tonight'
cuz i'll tell you straight
i'll never wait
i won't take
LOVE YOU MUCH BETTER
The Hush Sound
why do you sing to everybody but me? why do i let it go on?
you've got such a music box song in my head all day long
you fell for a girl with wild eyes, dressed in satin and lace
she's just an empty diamond mine with moan across her face
i can love you much better
if you can't see it you're blind
i can love you much better
and you know someday i'm going to make you mine
GIVE ME LOVE
Ed Sheeran
give me love like never before
cuz lately i've been craving more
and it's been a while but i still feel the same
maybe i should let you go
you know i'll fight my corner
and that tonight i'll call ya
after my blood is drowning in alcohol
no i just wanna hold ya
give a little time to me or burn this out
we'll play hide and seek to turn this around
all i want is the taste that your lips allow
my, my, my, my, oh give me love
I FOR YOU
The All-American Rejects
was i good enough, was i bad enough
when i wanted more, yeah, you had enough
but nobody's gonna try for you
nobody's gonna do like i for you
and every slow-lit cigarette
that nervous hands can barely get
the courage i could always feel your eyes
CURIOSITY
Carly Rae Jepsen
i'm sick with love
sick like a disease
don't call me up
just so i can please you
i can't stand the way you're smiling
i can't stand the way i'm lying
WITHOUT YOU
Lana Del Rey
summertime is nice and hot
and my life is sweet like vanilla is
gold and silver line my heart
but burned into my brain are these stolen images
stolen images, baby, stolen images
can you picture it, babe, the life we could've lived?
hello? hello?
c-can you hear me?
i can be your china doll
if you'd like to see me fall
boy, you're so dope
your love is deadly.
tell me life is beautiful
they all think i have it all
i've nothing without you
all my dreams and all the lights mean
nothing without you
NEVERMIND ME
Maria Mena
this facade that i'm stuck with
has got me wondering
just tell me how you want me
and i'll be naked stumbling
just to get a reaction, any signs of love
THE NICEST THING
Kate Nash
all i know is that you're so nice
you're the nicest thing i've seen
i wish that we could give it a go
see if we could be something
i wish you had a favourite beauty spot
that you loved secretly
cuz it was on a hidden bit
that nobody else could see
basically, i wish that you loved me
BAD RELIGION
Frank Ocean
this unrequited love
to me it's nothing but
a one-man cult
and cyanide in my styrofoam cup
i could never make him love me
never make him love me
no, no
it's a bad religion
to be in love with someone
who could never love you
only bad
only bad religion
could have me feeling the way i do
GONNA GET OVER YOU (DEMO)
Sara Bareilles
and i tell myself to let the story end
my heart will rest in someone else's hand
my 'why not me?' philosophy began
and i say
ooh, how'm i gonna get over you?
i'll be alright, just not tonight
someday, oh i wish you'd want me to stay
i'll be alright, just not tonight
someday