don't make me your backup don't take the love i give you for granted
Summer goes by so slowly... and yet time seems to fly.
AND f'ing YES - NO MORE WORK UNTIL NEXT SUMMER (unless I decide to cave in to my shopping spending habits and find a job during the school year, but that idea is very unappealing to me at the moment).
School's staring on Sept 2nd and I'm ALREADY stressed out because I really want to raise my marks alot this year. I'm motivated easily but discouraged easily. I get my soft!mushy side from my mom but my competitive streak definitely from my dad. Or maybe I'm just bipolar... :P
Why do girls always go for the player? The bad guy, the macho-man, the one who winks at you at the club and sidles up next to you like it's nothing? Why does the shy and awesome sidekick never win? The one who brings you cookies secretly in his backpack when you're studying in the library til 2AM? The one who always cheers you up when another guy brings you down? The one who is always up to play his xbox300 til the next morning so you can forget everything and just laugh your ass off at how you're owning his ass in some racing game you've never played in your life?
We always wanna tame the player.
But players never change. They just get better at it.
I still wouldn't go for the good guy though. =p Why?
1) He wouldn't be able to handle me.
Okay, while I'm not the most PMS-y of girls back home, who do nothing but bitch and complain about their seemingless "unperfect" lives when they're buying 1k+ LV handbags on the fly like it's nothing and spend their entire day examining their perfect french-manicured hands while indulging in chatty gossip... I DO have feelings. And moods. And when I wanna have some alone time, I just wanna be freaking alone. Sometimes I whine alot, complain, cry over stupid things, but yeah. That's me.
2) He'd bore me.
I'm not a total bitch, but I do like gossiping. Alot. Sometimes over really mean things. There's nothing like talking about the latest university hookups, slander, and lies. It's a terrible thing, I KNOW -- but sometimes you just can't resist. If the guy were too much of a goody-goody, how the hell am I supposed to dish my daily crap to him? Complain about how BFF is being a total jerk and how so-and-so needs a through smackdown?
3) He's too damn nice.
For serious. I'd feel guilty even TALKING to him. I have a friend who used to be interested in me, and he was the SWEETEST thing in the universe. He'd buy me greentea in those lil packages with powdered milk and sugar and whatnot already in the bags when he knew I was gonna be studying late, cus he knows I don't like energy drinks or coffee late at night. But he'd be so damn sweet I would feel like a freaking devil just speaking to him.
I don't know. I have this horrible past with guys where I like them when they DON'T like me back. Once they actually start show interest in me though, getting all mushy and clingy and crap, that's a HUGE turnoff for me. I need my personal space. Guys should NEVER be clingy. -_- My friend said to me "WHAT A FUCKING PLAYER" but really. I'm not :( In an MSN convo I had recently (and I was complaining my ass off, as usual) my other guy friend said I should just marry a jerk who never speaks to me and just ignores me. Or a poster. Either or.
On a lighter note. Good luck with the new semester! :)
AND f'ing YES - NO MORE WORK UNTIL NEXT SUMMER (unless I decide to cave in to my shopping spending habits and find a job during the school year, but that idea is very unappealing to me at the moment).
School's staring on Sept 2nd and I'm ALREADY stressed out because I really want to raise my marks alot this year. I'm motivated easily but discouraged easily. I get my soft!mushy side from my mom but my competitive streak definitely from my dad. Or maybe I'm just bipolar... :P
Why do girls always go for the player? The bad guy, the macho-man, the one who winks at you at the club and sidles up next to you like it's nothing? Why does the shy and awesome sidekick never win? The one who brings you cookies secretly in his backpack when you're studying in the library til 2AM? The one who always cheers you up when another guy brings you down? The one who is always up to play his xbox300 til the next morning so you can forget everything and just laugh your ass off at how you're owning his ass in some racing game you've never played in your life?
We always wanna tame the player.
But players never change. They just get better at it.
I still wouldn't go for the good guy though. =p Why?
1) He wouldn't be able to handle me.
Okay, while I'm not the most PMS-y of girls back home, who do nothing but bitch and complain about their seemingless "unperfect" lives when they're buying 1k+ LV handbags on the fly like it's nothing and spend their entire day examining their perfect french-manicured hands while indulging in chatty gossip... I DO have feelings. And moods. And when I wanna have some alone time, I just wanna be freaking alone. Sometimes I whine alot, complain, cry over stupid things, but yeah. That's me.
2) He'd bore me.
I'm not a total bitch, but I do like gossiping. Alot. Sometimes over really mean things. There's nothing like talking about the latest university hookups, slander, and lies. It's a terrible thing, I KNOW -- but sometimes you just can't resist. If the guy were too much of a goody-goody, how the hell am I supposed to dish my daily crap to him? Complain about how BFF is being a total jerk and how so-and-so needs a through smackdown?
3) He's too damn nice.
For serious. I'd feel guilty even TALKING to him. I have a friend who used to be interested in me, and he was the SWEETEST thing in the universe. He'd buy me greentea in those lil packages with powdered milk and sugar and whatnot already in the bags when he knew I was gonna be studying late, cus he knows I don't like energy drinks or coffee late at night. But he'd be so damn sweet I would feel like a freaking devil just speaking to him.
I don't know. I have this horrible past with guys where I like them when they DON'T like me back. Once they actually start show interest in me though, getting all mushy and clingy and crap, that's a HUGE turnoff for me. I need my personal space. Guys should NEVER be clingy. -_- My friend said to me "WHAT A FUCKING PLAYER" but really. I'm not :( In an MSN convo I had recently (and I was complaining my ass off, as usual) my other guy friend said I should just marry a jerk who never speaks to me and just ignores me. Or a poster. Either or.
On a lighter note. Good luck with the new semester! :)