wishing i had never let you fall
Okay, something I had to get off my chest.
I think boys are really, really stupid. (with the exception of some. but in general, they need to seriously not be stuck in grade 5 anymore.) Like, really? Playing hard to get is the girl's role. You don't need to butt in and take our place and pretend you are the shit. Because you definitely aren't smelling any better to me than a toilet at the moment. You don't need to camp out on MSN for hours and hours but not MESSAGE the girl just because you want her to message you first, just because you don't want to seem desperate or anything, or if you WANT to do that, atleast send her some kinda warning so she doesn't end up waiting for YOU for hours. She has better things to do. You also don't need to pretend to be all gangster and crap because it's not doing ANYTHING for your personality points, babe.
I don't know why I bother, but for unfathomable reasons I just keep coming back to it. Guys are like this giant black hole / vacuum of doom. Just when you think you've rid your mind completely of them, they come back and stab you where it hits the most and manage to drag your sorry ass back to them with a mere "i'm sorry" text message or chocolates in your mailbox explaining why they just suck so much. And that just makes you find them all the more irresistible, even moreso than before (SOMEHOW) but internally you know you're just headed for ultimate misery. But you do it anyways. Maybe this cut should've why GIRLS are stupid, for dealing with guys anyways -_-.
Okay, now that's over with... I'm in debt. :( Or, I used to be in debt and my bank account was at -137$ for awhile, but then I got a few hundred dollars for my birthday, but unfortunately a good chuck of that went to PAYING OFF MY DEBT. And then I went all shopping crazy, and I don't get my paycheck two weeks from now, and I'm in debt again and I'm scared of leaving my bank account in the negatives, because according to my roommate, what if they write me up on some national bad credit list? T_T And I will never be able to take out student loans or apartment loans when I graduate, or ANYTHING?! Why the hell do people pay you every two weeks anyways? Why can't they pay us everyday so we can merrily go home and count our money instead of sitting at the office wanting to KILL OURSELVES just for payday? The system is seriously screwed up if it causes me this much frustration. I would get another credit card since my parents canceled my old one (don't even ask), but that would just wreck mayhem on the shopping world as we know it...
I never noticed this before, but someone in my commerce group said this to me. I'm a business major (hence why I am slaving away at an accounting firm this summer with mini bosses and big bosses galore), and we have teams each term to work on semester-wide projects. Apparently, I'm a really pessimistic person, according to Anish, one of my teammmembers-- and now that I think about it, my life could be so much better if I didn't just complain so damn much! He was SUCH a slacker, so once we had a presentation we weren't prepared for AT ALL. So basically, I just spent the hour before our presentation yelling how irresponsible and HORRIBLE we were, and then we came up with a generally shitty presentation in an hour, in which I replied "this sucks. we're gonna fail :(" Anish just looks over and says, "Stop being so pessimistic! We're gonna be fine!" -cue huge lightbulb realization music- I know I'm always complaining about work, but really. I just sit there for 8 hours a day on the comp surfing the web, which isn't all that bad for 15$/hour. It's like free money right there, with the occasional QuickBooks journal entry to input or tax return to process.
So basically, I'm going to try to be not so complain-y all the time anymore. Life is peachy! It's wonderful! It's FRIDAY! Tomorrow I am going to sleep til noon, go shopping w/ Nina and Dave (and forget my debt) til my feet literally drop, and all will be well.
Btw, aren't these absolutely adorable?
Little mini (almost as big as your thumb!) mickey mouse mp3 players. Sadly they only hold around 1-2 GB, but because they are so darn adorable, I might just get myself one! :D Plus they hang around your neck like a lanyard, which I find pretty neat :P Around 13-15$ on ebay, if you're lucky (not sure if those are real though. Possibly china dupes. But they work anyways, so why the heck not!)
I think boys are really, really stupid. (with the exception of some. but in general, they need to seriously not be stuck in grade 5 anymore.) Like, really? Playing hard to get is the girl's role. You don't need to butt in and take our place and pretend you are the shit. Because you definitely aren't smelling any better to me than a toilet at the moment. You don't need to camp out on MSN for hours and hours but not MESSAGE the girl just because you want her to message you first, just because you don't want to seem desperate or anything, or if you WANT to do that, atleast send her some kinda warning so she doesn't end up waiting for YOU for hours. She has better things to do. You also don't need to pretend to be all gangster and crap because it's not doing ANYTHING for your personality points, babe.
I don't know why I bother, but for unfathomable reasons I just keep coming back to it. Guys are like this giant black hole / vacuum of doom. Just when you think you've rid your mind completely of them, they come back and stab you where it hits the most and manage to drag your sorry ass back to them with a mere "i'm sorry" text message or chocolates in your mailbox explaining why they just suck so much. And that just makes you find them all the more irresistible, even moreso than before (SOMEHOW) but internally you know you're just headed for ultimate misery. But you do it anyways. Maybe this cut should've why GIRLS are stupid, for dealing with guys anyways -_-.
Okay, now that's over with... I'm in debt. :( Or, I used to be in debt and my bank account was at -137$ for awhile, but then I got a few hundred dollars for my birthday, but unfortunately a good chuck of that went to PAYING OFF MY DEBT. And then I went all shopping crazy, and I don't get my paycheck two weeks from now, and I'm in debt again and I'm scared of leaving my bank account in the negatives, because according to my roommate, what if they write me up on some national bad credit list? T_T And I will never be able to take out student loans or apartment loans when I graduate, or ANYTHING?! Why the hell do people pay you every two weeks anyways? Why can't they pay us everyday so we can merrily go home and count our money instead of sitting at the office wanting to KILL OURSELVES just for payday? The system is seriously screwed up if it causes me this much frustration. I would get another credit card since my parents canceled my old one (don't even ask), but that would just wreck mayhem on the shopping world as we know it...
I never noticed this before, but someone in my commerce group said this to me. I'm a business major (hence why I am slaving away at an accounting firm this summer with mini bosses and big bosses galore), and we have teams each term to work on semester-wide projects. Apparently, I'm a really pessimistic person, according to Anish, one of my teammmembers-- and now that I think about it, my life could be so much better if I didn't just complain so damn much! He was SUCH a slacker, so once we had a presentation we weren't prepared for AT ALL. So basically, I just spent the hour before our presentation yelling how irresponsible and HORRIBLE we were, and then we came up with a generally shitty presentation in an hour, in which I replied "this sucks. we're gonna fail :(" Anish just looks over and says, "Stop being so pessimistic! We're gonna be fine!" -cue huge lightbulb realization music- I know I'm always complaining about work, but really. I just sit there for 8 hours a day on the comp surfing the web, which isn't all that bad for 15$/hour. It's like free money right there, with the occasional QuickBooks journal entry to input or tax return to process.
So basically, I'm going to try to be not so complain-y all the time anymore. Life is peachy! It's wonderful! It's FRIDAY! Tomorrow I am going to sleep til noon, go shopping w/ Nina and Dave (and forget my debt) til my feet literally drop, and all will be well.
Btw, aren't these absolutely adorable?
Little mini (almost as big as your thumb!) mickey mouse mp3 players. Sadly they only hold around 1-2 GB, but because they are so darn adorable, I might just get myself one! :D Plus they hang around your neck like a lanyard, which I find pretty neat :P Around 13-15$ on ebay, if you're lucky (not sure if those are real though. Possibly china dupes. But they work anyways, so why the heck not!)