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I am so angry I want to punch something!!! Which I did...which hurt. But, I dunno which is worse the punching (dealing with the pain) or the anger (the issues that started it). I'm just so angry because I do contribute the house I'm living within. I wash, clean, hang and etc. And just when I forget to do one little thing like everything else that I did is forgotten about. It's so frustrating. I understand that this is what everyone feels unappreciated for the things they do. It just makes me so angry that my father complains that he didn't ask for us to help with with this and that. I do! And no one asked him to do the fricken driveway! Or all that other stupid stuff. I know he does it for the family. But why do it you are go complain about it. I never complain about the chores that I do. And he always says when he asks us to do something we always complain. I used to but not anymore. I was little and hated doing chores. I used to be super lazy. I still am but only with school related things. And it doesn't help with my sister. ALL I ASK OF HER IS JUST TO WIPE THE GOD DAMNED SINK AFTER SHE'S DONE. I HAVE TO ANNOY HER TO DO IT. Which I hate doing but if its the only way sure. Ugh. I don't even know why I am bothering to stay. Sometimes I think I would be better off just..