Resting from my nights

[astramance]

I'm sitting at my desk with my second coffee, still drained from last night. I'm so tired of having nightmares all the time. The ones whose setting in the house I'm currently in are the worst ones. Like last night. Due to an electricity problem, fire was starting everywhere in the house. I had to run to stop it from spreading. Things were melting. I went to the electricity meter but it had melted too. All the cables of the electric devices in the house were were glowing in a surreal way and causing more fire starts. Somehow, I managed to save the house. I wanted to call for help but had forgotten how to use a phone somehow, which was the most unsettling thought; I was standing with the phone in my hand and had no clue how to use it. I was struggling hard to remember. I knew that I once knew how to use it. This was terrifying.
Then a huge lightening storm came over the house and more electric anomalies occurred, with light balls flying all over the place. At that point, I knew that there was nothing else to do than wait until the storm was over. Strangely, although the moment was horrible, I felt more "relaxed" because there was nothing else I could do. I had given up struggling.
This nightmare lasted long and I didn't wake up before the end, which is unusual. I went through the whole "story". I woke up after the storm was over. I knew I had survived it. I knew I had saved the house. Yet this morning I feel drained and upset.
Nightmares happen way too often to my taste.