its been a while
so yeah i dont know how long this will last but meh i thought i would do my darndest to get an update on here.
so yeah im loving work. had a couple of hard times but over all its amazing. fucking amazing. i love all the people and i love the job over all. im finding more and more of me. i think i can find who i am soon. im on the way at least. i have been keeping an actual journal. screws this up but meh. so yeah work. man i havent felt this comfortable with anything in soooooooo long. i think i might grasp bar a little easier than i thought. people make it sound so much harder. i need to get things commited to memory though. im scared of a rush. fucking this and fucking that. i dont know what to say about work. its no where near as easy as it looks. man a barista is a fucking hard task. i need more pay though. i cant wait till i get hired. closing shifts are the shit. fo sho the shit. im gunna see how an opening goes. could work could work. i have on on sat good times. wake up earlier than fuk though.
school is awesome i hate leaving its too much fun. meh could be worse.
susanna and antonio are the shit. i love living with them. im scared to move out. i need to supply more income. i do i do. the kids are awesome its the shit living there. i just need to get shit in order. things are kinda hectic cuz of work. ive been sooo drained and havent been cleaning. i need to set up a schedual. yup a cleaning schedual. then my house will look like the shit and i will be happy. hmmmmmmm. well i guess thats it for the update will try and do more later
so yeah im loving work. had a couple of hard times but over all its amazing. fucking amazing. i love all the people and i love the job over all. im finding more and more of me. i think i can find who i am soon. im on the way at least. i have been keeping an actual journal. screws this up but meh. so yeah work. man i havent felt this comfortable with anything in soooooooo long. i think i might grasp bar a little easier than i thought. people make it sound so much harder. i need to get things commited to memory though. im scared of a rush. fucking this and fucking that. i dont know what to say about work. its no where near as easy as it looks. man a barista is a fucking hard task. i need more pay though. i cant wait till i get hired. closing shifts are the shit. fo sho the shit. im gunna see how an opening goes. could work could work. i have on on sat good times. wake up earlier than fuk though.
school is awesome i hate leaving its too much fun. meh could be worse.
susanna and antonio are the shit. i love living with them. im scared to move out. i need to supply more income. i do i do. the kids are awesome its the shit living there. i just need to get shit in order. things are kinda hectic cuz of work. ive been sooo drained and havent been cleaning. i need to set up a schedual. yup a cleaning schedual. then my house will look like the shit and i will be happy. hmmmmmmm. well i guess thats it for the update will try and do more later