I really like seaweed
Omg. So here I am. Back at school and actually getting into a "rhythm." Took long enough right? I'm really being challenged. Lots of reading, haven't had to live up to the demand in awhile. Things are much better now. Especially with Kaitee. I'm so thankful I have her. We like to make rice and sprinkle nori seasoning on top of it. Yummmmmmmm~~ I like seaweed. It makes me want to eat miso soup and have some actual SUSHI (which I like, never eat.) UGHH~~ I want some freaking seaweed! ><;
I really want Korean food too. I can't choose! I like both alot. Both are very different, but equally delicious. Or おいしい！！Or 맛있!!
Regardless that things are relatively smooth academically, my social life is suffering. I feel like I have lost a connection with the people I considered friends last semester. I don't really know why. I feel much more reserved around people. Everytime I open my mouth I say something stupid, so I don't say anything at all. I lose myself in crowd situations now...I'm not me. I feel intimidated by all the people flaunting their social status (I missed this before..) and the talk of money never ends around here. Everyone talks about how they have nothing and yet, come here. I'm not saying everyone at the school is financially well off, I'm only pointing it out because I realized this about some of the people I was close with last semester. I feel like alot of my relationships here are depleting and have suffered a large blow, especially over FWT. I don't know if I can actually say I'm really CLOSE with anyone other than Kaitee. I don't know. I try to be positive, open and happy, but then I say something dumb and everyone is like WHAA? O_O;
I suck. hard. in the face.
I really want Korean food too. I can't choose! I like both alot. Both are very different, but equally delicious. Or おいしい！！Or 맛있!!
Regardless that things are relatively smooth academically, my social life is suffering. I feel like I have lost a connection with the people I considered friends last semester. I don't really know why. I feel much more reserved around people. Everytime I open my mouth I say something stupid, so I don't say anything at all. I lose myself in crowd situations now...I'm not me. I feel intimidated by all the people flaunting their social status (I missed this before..) and the talk of money never ends around here. Everyone talks about how they have nothing and yet, come here. I'm not saying everyone at the school is financially well off, I'm only pointing it out because I realized this about some of the people I was close with last semester. I feel like alot of my relationships here are depleting and have suffered a large blow, especially over FWT. I don't know if I can actually say I'm really CLOSE with anyone other than Kaitee. I don't know. I try to be positive, open and happy, but then I say something dumb and everyone is like WHAA? O_O;
I suck. hard. in the face.