Resolution
I found something today. Kind of came to realization of some sorts, just taking my time to think my life and direction through. I know some of you may be alittle bit upset with what I'm about to say, but I'm about to burst.
I'm going to go for an audition for a Korean entertainment label called, JYP. They will be in NYC on March 3rd and they are open auditions. I just have to fill out a form and all that good stuff. So I have a month to perfect a minute of a Korean song for my audition. If I get this...like a contract or even some sort of recognition from this, then I'm going to take it on full force. Of course, if I don't. I will keep trying, with other labels. I'm going to start auditioning and I'm going to keep practicing until I get my break, whenever that is. I'm ready.
Usually, these labels will help you with paying for your education as well (I know SM does) so that would be great as well. I just hope I can make it..somewhere..someday. But I'm starting now. I don't want to regret not pursuing this.
Anyway, my full week of work last week was absolutley awful. It was so bad on friday that I cried on the way home. I'll break down my Friday for you--
10:25- walk into office.
10:45- JJ gives me an assignment to go through his booking slips he hasn't organized from over a year and a half ago to the present.
1:30 - leave after tedious work for lunch with Nari -- we went to get Korean food. ^^ Yum
3:00 - return to the office, continue to work
5:00- JJ leaves and tells me how much this means to him that I'm doing this.
5:45- start to pack up the slips and organize what is done into their own paperclips.
5:50- leave.
5:52- can't find umbrella.
5:53- take a broken umbrella.
5:56- stumble into puddles, umbrella breaks in the wind.
6:07- train is late...call for boarding for the 6:03 train to trenton on track 11.
6:11- realize i got on a local train instead of an express.
7:15- cry from the frustrating circumstances.
7:45- hop in the car.
8:25- arrive home.
It was awful. =.=; After 8 hours of work, only a QUARTER of what is supposed to be organized is done. I hope tomorrow I can make some progress with it and at least get it mostly done, if not all done? Please please please.. ><"
I'm so happy the Giants won!!
I'm going to go for an audition for a Korean entertainment label called, JYP. They will be in NYC on March 3rd and they are open auditions. I just have to fill out a form and all that good stuff. So I have a month to perfect a minute of a Korean song for my audition. If I get this...like a contract or even some sort of recognition from this, then I'm going to take it on full force. Of course, if I don't. I will keep trying, with other labels. I'm going to start auditioning and I'm going to keep practicing until I get my break, whenever that is. I'm ready.
Usually, these labels will help you with paying for your education as well (I know SM does) so that would be great as well. I just hope I can make it..somewhere..someday. But I'm starting now. I don't want to regret not pursuing this.
Anyway, my full week of work last week was absolutley awful. It was so bad on friday that I cried on the way home. I'll break down my Friday for you--
10:25- walk into office.
10:45- JJ gives me an assignment to go through his booking slips he hasn't organized from over a year and a half ago to the present.
1:30 - leave after tedious work for lunch with Nari -- we went to get Korean food. ^^ Yum
3:00 - return to the office, continue to work
5:00- JJ leaves and tells me how much this means to him that I'm doing this.
5:45- start to pack up the slips and organize what is done into their own paperclips.
5:50- leave.
5:52- can't find umbrella.
5:53- take a broken umbrella.
5:56- stumble into puddles, umbrella breaks in the wind.
6:07- train is late...call for boarding for the 6:03 train to trenton on track 11.
6:11- realize i got on a local train instead of an express.
7:15- cry from the frustrating circumstances.
7:45- hop in the car.
8:25- arrive home.
It was awful. =.=; After 8 hours of work, only a QUARTER of what is supposed to be organized is done. I hope tomorrow I can make some progress with it and at least get it mostly done, if not all done? Please please please.. ><"
I'm so happy the Giants won!!