Dec 25, 2004 12:28
merry christmas. tomorrow--happy kwanza.
so i came home early so that my mother wouldn't be alone on xmas. well she wasnt. her ex husband came over and they spent the night together. and then, today, we were going to make cookies and stuff for our family christmas party tomorrow, but when i awoke she had already done it with ross, and they were on there way to his family xmas party. i was invited but i'm pretty sure i don't enjoy that family. or maybe just the existance of him. i do not support her if she gets back together with him. i told her that.
now im here, on christmas, alone....which doesnt really matter because it feels like any other day. still, shed a tear for me?
my mother made me open up my gifts last night because she was 1. feeling guilty and 2. thought she could buy my happiness
not that i like my father that much, i left his house to come here for my mother, and i havent spent xmas with him in 5 years. i did get some good cds -- tegan and sara, bjork, reggie and the full effect, gossip, and coldplay live. also 150 dollars. i decided not to tell my mother how much money he gave me. she asked. i said i dont want to tell you. i dont treally know why i dont want to tell her.
wheres my french toast?
and my brother?
no i dont want my brother here.