Rant, rant and rant.... Because I'm REALLY angry!!!
Don't bother to read if you don't want to. It just to release my anger (_ _")
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Yes, just like what the title said, I'm REALLY angry!! ==*
Today is the first lab work after my midterm exams. Just like usual Tuesday in my 4th semester, I need to wake up at 5.30AM, take a bath, get some foods for breakfast and go to campus (at least) at 6.40AM to get my classes at 7.00AM. And just like my usual Tuesday, I'll finish my last classes at 11.00AM, stay in campus (getting our lunch, chitchatting or so) with my friends and have our lab work at 1.00PM.
To be honest, since the very beginning, I don't have a good feeling about today. I woke up with a bad mood in the morning. Felt soooo sleepy in my classes. Had my lunch with my friends, chatting aimlessly and so.... Until about 12.30PM, we started to walk towards our lab.
When we prepared ourselves, at 12.45PM, I (stupidly) just realized that I didn't bring my absent card (FYI, it's REALLY an important thing). After asked our adviser about it, she said that it would be better if I take it from home. "You'll get your total score in this practicum reduced by its half. And by it you won't be able to get an A for your lab work. You'd better get a little bit late than get it reduced, right?"
So, I borrowed my friend's motorcycle (because I brought my car today, and it sure would take more time by car *sigh*). By the time I'd like to went back, my partner hadn't came yet. I sent him a short message, said "I forgot my absent card and will take it now. I'll be a little bit late, I'm sorry..." because we work in pair, and we WON'T be able to start without our partner. That how it work.
I accelerated my motor as fast as I could, so that I wouldn't get too late, so that my partner wouldn't get any punishment because my lateness (yes, that's how it work), so that we would be able to finish our work in time etc etc. There were so many things in my head.
When I got back to my campus safely, tiredly, out of breath yet I couldn't stop running; I checked my phone and found a short message from my partner. It said, "I got a severe headache. I think I couldn't do it.... What do we do?"
I felt my foot get limp. WHAT?! After I ran all over place, to get my card back as soon as possible, so that HE wouldn't need to wait too long, so that HE wouldn't need to be punished because of my fault?! Why didn't he called me from the very beginning, for god's sake!!!
Is it REALLY that hard to send me a short message, saying that he need rest?! So that I didn't need to waste my time for waiting and take care about replacing the day instead (which need some fucking long procedures)?!
I'M YOUR PARTNER, DAMN IT!! YOU NEED TO THINK ABOUT ME MORE AND TELL ME ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!
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*sigh*
At first, I was glad he's my partner. Because, I think, he's the one who can work. But, I never know that HE CAN'T WORK IN TEAM!! =___=*
It's not the first time he pissed me off! I ALWAYS need to pursue him to finish our report, because he tend to finish it nearly the due time. Well, every person need to make it, a report each person. Yet, all the data and calculations need to precisely same for a group. So, we NEED TO match our numbers and calculations.
He doesn't really believe me too. Somehow I can feel it. And because of it, we once almost failed our works! I want to tell him, "I might not as smart as you, but I always think and try hard so that we can do as best as we can, so that I won't burden you! Why can't you believe me?!"
To think that I need to bear it until this semester ended *ugh..*
GOD, I think I need to train my patience even more than this (--")
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edited on Wednesday, April 25th 2012
Okay, after my mind become clearer, this post might sounds like a kid's whine because it didn't really explain my reason for being angry -___-"
The actual reason why I was so angry is: he didn't give any sign that he would contact me IF I DIDN'T CONTACT HIM FIRST!
Our work start at 1.00PM, yet he told me about it after it past 1.00?! Isn't that weird?!
Even IF I didn't need to run over place, it'd piss me off too, for sure! :(
And today, he didn't show his face in classes again. I wonder if he okay... *sigh*
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Yes, just like what the title said, I'm REALLY angry!! ==*
Today is the first lab work after my midterm exams. Just like usual Tuesday in my 4th semester, I need to wake up at 5.30AM, take a bath, get some foods for breakfast and go to campus (at least) at 6.40AM to get my classes at 7.00AM. And just like my usual Tuesday, I'll finish my last classes at 11.00AM, stay in campus (getting our lunch, chitchatting or so) with my friends and have our lab work at 1.00PM.
To be honest, since the very beginning, I don't have a good feeling about today. I woke up with a bad mood in the morning. Felt soooo sleepy in my classes. Had my lunch with my friends, chatting aimlessly and so.... Until about 12.30PM, we started to walk towards our lab.
When we prepared ourselves, at 12.45PM, I (stupidly) just realized that I didn't bring my absent card (FYI, it's REALLY an important thing). After asked our adviser about it, she said that it would be better if I take it from home. "You'll get your total score in this practicum reduced by its half. And by it you won't be able to get an A for your lab work. You'd better get a little bit late than get it reduced, right?"
So, I borrowed my friend's motorcycle (because I brought my car today, and it sure would take more time by car *sigh*). By the time I'd like to went back, my partner hadn't came yet. I sent him a short message, said "I forgot my absent card and will take it now. I'll be a little bit late, I'm sorry..." because we work in pair, and we WON'T be able to start without our partner. That how it work.
I accelerated my motor as fast as I could, so that I wouldn't get too late, so that my partner wouldn't get any punishment because my lateness (yes, that's how it work), so that we would be able to finish our work in time etc etc. There were so many things in my head.
When I got back to my campus safely, tiredly, out of breath yet I couldn't stop running; I checked my phone and found a short message from my partner. It said, "I got a severe headache. I think I couldn't do it.... What do we do?"
I felt my foot get limp. WHAT?! After I ran all over place, to get my card back as soon as possible, so that HE wouldn't need to wait too long, so that HE wouldn't need to be punished because of my fault?! Why didn't he called me from the very beginning, for god's sake!!!
Is it REALLY that hard to send me a short message, saying that he need rest?! So that I didn't need to waste my time for waiting and take care about replacing the day instead (which need some fucking long procedures)?!
I'M YOUR PARTNER, DAMN IT!! YOU NEED TO THINK ABOUT ME MORE AND TELL ME ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!
...
...
...
*sigh*
At first, I was glad he's my partner. Because, I think, he's the one who can work. But, I never know that HE CAN'T WORK IN TEAM!! =___=*
It's not the first time he pissed me off! I ALWAYS need to pursue him to finish our report, because he tend to finish it nearly the due time. Well, every person need to make it, a report each person. Yet, all the data and calculations need to precisely same for a group. So, we NEED TO match our numbers and calculations.
He doesn't really believe me too. Somehow I can feel it. And because of it, we once almost failed our works! I want to tell him, "I might not as smart as you, but I always think and try hard so that we can do as best as we can, so that I won't burden you! Why can't you believe me?!"
To think that I need to bear it until this semester ended *ugh..*
GOD, I think I need to train my patience even more than this (--")
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edited on Wednesday, April 25th 2012
Okay, after my mind become clearer, this post might sounds like a kid's whine because it didn't really explain my reason for being angry -___-"
The actual reason why I was so angry is: he didn't give any sign that he would contact me IF I DIDN'T CONTACT HIM FIRST!
Our work start at 1.00PM, yet he told me about it after it past 1.00?! Isn't that weird?!
Even IF I didn't need to run over place, it'd piss me off too, for sure! :(
And today, he didn't show his face in classes again. I wonder if he okay... *sigh*
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