i just don't understand.
so today, i had lectures from 11-2.
for those three straight hours, i could think of nothing but all the lies he told.
to me&about me. i never thought i would be someone he could do that to.
i cant eat. i cant focus on anything. i have no motivation to get up in the morning. i cant sleep. im missing my classes; not doing my schoolwork. im dizzy all the time&feel like i could pass out at any moment. my stomach won't stop spinning. i always feel like im going to throw up.
[i dont know why some random was worth giving up a love we had for 3 years.]
i guess. i just can't accept that this really happened.
for those three straight hours, i could think of nothing but all the lies he told.
to me&about me. i never thought i would be someone he could do that to.
i cant eat. i cant focus on anything. i have no motivation to get up in the morning. i cant sleep. im missing my classes; not doing my schoolwork. im dizzy all the time&feel like i could pass out at any moment. my stomach won't stop spinning. i always feel like im going to throw up.
[i dont know why some random was worth giving up a love we had for 3 years.]
i guess. i just can't accept that this really happened.