Hello My Old Friend...
[ Hello LJ,
I've missed you since my last entry. It's been a long time, too long I think. I guess I thought I was growing out of keeping a journal, but last night I suddenly felt nostalgic and almost a need to write on LJ once more. So here we go. ]
Now that I'm here, I find it hard to word my feelings. Even now, I have the haunting suspicion that the last sentence was awkward. But anyhow, I'm going to push on. Let's see. My ex is not speaking to me, I dreamt of him yet again last night. This whole "I don't want to be in your life any more I'm just going to up and leave on a 6 year relationship/friendship" is really getting to me.
My bf was being a jerk last night, so now I'm feeling all sad and what not.
I'm working full time though, that's got to count for something right? Even though the pay isn't all that good and I have way too many expenses than I should and I don't think I'll end up saving anything for Master's. Who's to say I'll even get into a Master's program? My CV really isn't all that impressive. But now I'm just rambling.
I enjoy my "Hottest Men Alive" album on Facebook.
What else? Wow this is turning out to be a random post. But it feels good. It feels sooo good. That's all for now, I think. I will be back though, and soon.
I've missed you since my last entry. It's been a long time, too long I think. I guess I thought I was growing out of keeping a journal, but last night I suddenly felt nostalgic and almost a need to write on LJ once more. So here we go. ]
Now that I'm here, I find it hard to word my feelings. Even now, I have the haunting suspicion that the last sentence was awkward. But anyhow, I'm going to push on. Let's see. My ex is not speaking to me, I dreamt of him yet again last night. This whole "I don't want to be in your life any more I'm just going to up and leave on a 6 year relationship/friendship" is really getting to me.
My bf was being a jerk last night, so now I'm feeling all sad and what not.
I'm working full time though, that's got to count for something right? Even though the pay isn't all that good and I have way too many expenses than I should and I don't think I'll end up saving anything for Master's. Who's to say I'll even get into a Master's program? My CV really isn't all that impressive. But now I'm just rambling.
I enjoy my "Hottest Men Alive" album on Facebook.
What else? Wow this is turning out to be a random post. But it feels good. It feels sooo good. That's all for now, I think. I will be back though, and soon.