It's Gonna By A Long... Year!
It's a lyric if you didn't get it. A lyric.
because I love music
well my news of the night is that i'm over dean... and not just saying it either. I know it's about bloody time and that everyone else was over it all ages ago... but Nicky took me ages too. I don't mean I've moved on I mean last night I was ... do you know what you guys don't need to know... wayyyy to personal. And i don't mind telling you all the dirty details but lets face it you'd never think about me the same way again.
It's good for you and poor Mark when I'm drunk though you won't have to hear about it. Though I will find something to depress me when I'm really pissed on wine though. I always do. Possibly this think that Brett told me about Nicky. That he might be alive. Not dealing with this well. How the fuck! can he be alive and alright! he;s dead I went to a memorial thing. you cant go to memorials for people who are still alive. it defeats the purpose of REMEMBERING them.
Got some photos from Jean in England today... her skin looks really good. But possibly she'll still be with me for my nose job. The only thing with a nose job is you have to hide your face for like 2 months ... I'll have to think long and hard about what time of year. possibly after new year. I dropped hints to my mum that i wanted her to pay for one as an 18th present. I don't know how seriously she's taking it though!
I am coming home tomorrow and i won't have been to a class all week! Isn't that shocking... i think it is but i cannot motivate myself to get up in the morning. I like my bed. what more can i say?
Okay... just found out then that ALEX WALL! one of my best friends is going out with STEVE DANIELS my ex Steve Daniels... and she messaged me that second and told me... and it wasn't even the main part of the message.
my life is better than home and away.
because I love music
well my news of the night is that i'm over dean... and not just saying it either. I know it's about bloody time and that everyone else was over it all ages ago... but Nicky took me ages too. I don't mean I've moved on I mean last night I was ... do you know what you guys don't need to know... wayyyy to personal. And i don't mind telling you all the dirty details but lets face it you'd never think about me the same way again.
It's good for you and poor Mark when I'm drunk though you won't have to hear about it. Though I will find something to depress me when I'm really pissed on wine though. I always do. Possibly this think that Brett told me about Nicky. That he might be alive. Not dealing with this well. How the fuck! can he be alive and alright! he;s dead I went to a memorial thing. you cant go to memorials for people who are still alive. it defeats the purpose of REMEMBERING them.
Got some photos from Jean in England today... her skin looks really good. But possibly she'll still be with me for my nose job. The only thing with a nose job is you have to hide your face for like 2 months ... I'll have to think long and hard about what time of year. possibly after new year. I dropped hints to my mum that i wanted her to pay for one as an 18th present. I don't know how seriously she's taking it though!
I am coming home tomorrow and i won't have been to a class all week! Isn't that shocking... i think it is but i cannot motivate myself to get up in the morning. I like my bed. what more can i say?
Okay... just found out then that ALEX WALL! one of my best friends is going out with STEVE DANIELS my ex Steve Daniels... and she messaged me that second and told me... and it wasn't even the main part of the message.
my life is better than home and away.