i dread..
i gotta mention this.it was e 3rd time of a Saturday tt i last spent wif boi.u noe how it feels.it hurts.its disappointing.a day which we used 2 spend together,now seemed like juz any other day.blame me?!i dun think so..
i haf this bad feeling.it seemed everything has changed.i hate e way everything turn out right now.getting sick and tired at almost anything.moody and all.im like a gurl who has sadness written all over her forehead.one who dreads seeing e surface of everyday..
sumtimes i dun think i need a bf.sumtimes i think its all useless.but contradictions.it happens.and now leaving me wondering,plain clueless.confused.
guess i Sucked e way i am.hate it.
thank god,tis is a journal only You,sayang,who noes..
no one else..
i haf this bad feeling.it seemed everything has changed.i hate e way everything turn out right now.getting sick and tired at almost anything.moody and all.im like a gurl who has sadness written all over her forehead.one who dreads seeing e surface of everyday..
sumtimes i dun think i need a bf.sumtimes i think its all useless.but contradictions.it happens.and now leaving me wondering,plain clueless.confused.
guess i Sucked e way i am.hate it.
thank god,tis is a journal only You,sayang,who noes..
no one else..