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You know i thought it would be easy, or rather... painless losing Kevin. BUt it's not, it really fucking kills seeing one of the ONLY people that has stayed a true friend, go to the damned military. And what ever you say, losing a fucking friend kills. It really does...
i cried in front of everyone, ive never done that.
just to let you know, when you want to know if your friends are true, cry. Because Blake, COurtney and Chris didnt get uncomfortable, they didnt ask, they didnt even say a word. They gave me a hug. You've probably been given many hugs, some you think are meaningful, some just as a welcome. BUt i felt instantly safe when Chris hugged me and said "I know"
And that made me cry harder.
excuse my unconsistent puntuation, and my horrrible use of sentence structure
true friends. i never knew what that meant.
i cried in front of everyone, ive never done that.
just to let you know, when you want to know if your friends are true, cry. Because Blake, COurtney and Chris didnt get uncomfortable, they didnt ask, they didnt even say a word. They gave me a hug. You've probably been given many hugs, some you think are meaningful, some just as a welcome. BUt i felt instantly safe when Chris hugged me and said "I know"
And that made me cry harder.
excuse my unconsistent puntuation, and my horrrible use of sentence structure
true friends. i never knew what that meant.