Tonight.
No other night seems important right now. Thonight was the last POPS
night this year. And tonight I said goodbye to half of the best singers
in our high school. Leah, Melissa and Mary.
I was sitting in the front row. And during the last song and the Alma Mater Ana was almost directly in front of me and Melissa next to her and Leah next to her and 1 person down from her was Mary. All of which were balling. There were also 2 people next to Ana balling too. And you guys know I don't do well with people crying in front of me. But tonight I didn't cry. Oh no, I nearly drowned in my own tears. Not nearly as bad as Leah though. Oh my god, she had tears running down her neck. And no, that's not a joke in the least.
Anyway after the Alma Mater, Mary and Melissa and someone else went to the center stage and said their goodbyes to Mr Doyly and Mr Lawton and others. They also gave a speedo to Mr Doyly so that did lighten the mood for a minute. Mary made me cry so hard. That's where I started to drown. She nearly broke down.
Then they listed they're names off and when it came toward Leah's name she kept saying no, no, no, no. over and over again. That didn't help. Her and Melissa hugged for a couple minutes after her name was called.
I went to go look for them when it was done. First I said goodbye to Melissa and told her everthing I had to. We hugged, I cried. Then I said goodbye to Mary. I could have broken down. Before I even said anything to her she gave me a hug. I was crying right then. She held me as I said what I had to. Then she told me she loved me and my sister both like family. My feelings were all over I can't even remember what I said in reply. Lastly I said what I had to to Leah. We hugged and I cried. Again.
Now I only have 3 out of the 6 best singers in the high school that I'll be able to sing with. That's depressing because they will leave. Just as Melissa, Mary and Leah did. And I will cry 17 times harder and longer then.
I went home. Ate hashbrowns. Still crying. *sigh* And I'm done.
I was sitting in the front row. And during the last song and the Alma Mater Ana was almost directly in front of me and Melissa next to her and Leah next to her and 1 person down from her was Mary. All of which were balling. There were also 2 people next to Ana balling too. And you guys know I don't do well with people crying in front of me. But tonight I didn't cry. Oh no, I nearly drowned in my own tears. Not nearly as bad as Leah though. Oh my god, she had tears running down her neck. And no, that's not a joke in the least.
Anyway after the Alma Mater, Mary and Melissa and someone else went to the center stage and said their goodbyes to Mr Doyly and Mr Lawton and others. They also gave a speedo to Mr Doyly so that did lighten the mood for a minute. Mary made me cry so hard. That's where I started to drown. She nearly broke down.
Then they listed they're names off and when it came toward Leah's name she kept saying no, no, no, no. over and over again. That didn't help. Her and Melissa hugged for a couple minutes after her name was called.
I went to go look for them when it was done. First I said goodbye to Melissa and told her everthing I had to. We hugged, I cried. Then I said goodbye to Mary. I could have broken down. Before I even said anything to her she gave me a hug. I was crying right then. She held me as I said what I had to. Then she told me she loved me and my sister both like family. My feelings were all over I can't even remember what I said in reply. Lastly I said what I had to to Leah. We hugged and I cried. Again.
Now I only have 3 out of the 6 best singers in the high school that I'll be able to sing with. That's depressing because they will leave. Just as Melissa, Mary and Leah did. And I will cry 17 times harder and longer then.
I went home. Ate hashbrowns. Still crying. *sigh* And I'm done.