trees, snake, mother.

May 26, 2004 19:20

finally i am getting some business drummed up. i started originally with the idea of going straight into business for myself, but nmost people wont hire you unless they have seen you working in the neighborhood. so i decided to lift some of my bosses business for myself. it's bad, i know. and it will be even worse if i am successful by myself. it will always get back to the fact that i stole my first business from him. a business rooted in theft, deception. however, i dont see any other way to easily do it. yes, this is the easy way out. the alternative is to waste money on 1000 fliers, and maybe get 2 calls (i've done it, i know).
i fed Snake today. (thats his name until i come up with something better. i had originally thought it would be jake, but come on, jake the snake?) he gobbled down 2 mice. he's about ready for rats, i tried a rat a bit ago and it seemed he had a bit of trouble with it, so i went back to teh mice. the plastic chicken-wire that i used for his cage is working splendidly. he tries occasionally to exploit a weakness, but to no avail. he shoved his nose against it a couple times, but he hasnt dont it since he realized its not a way out. i have a feeling that i could have used the metal wire and he would have been fine. you think there's not sharp stuff in nature? plz.
my mom came down on the 11th and stayed til the sunday following. we had fun, i showed her what all as changed since she was here last. she conned me into doing drugs. she always does somehow. she transported coke on the plane!!!!!!! hello stupidity. didnt get caught though, so whateva. i told her i was never going to do it again. but she frickin did it right in front of me, and i was like, ok i guess. and then we bought a gram and did it all, lol. damn the devil! there was a time when i did it regularly, like on weekends and stuff. then i started stretching into friday and monday, and pretty soon i was thinking about what to pawn. so i gathered my remaining strength and spat in the devils face. i hadnt done it fo about 8 months prior to her arrival. when i did it, is was good for about the first 10 minutes, but then i remembered why i had to quit, there's never enough, NEVER.
there's this girl i know online. i havent met her yet, but my hopes are that she will agree to soon. gawd i am so lonely. i havent had sex for about 10 months. upon first meeting, she tells me that the pic i sent her looks like andy roddick, and that he's hot and so i must be too. this seemed like a big green light, but the mood has tepered off since, and now we rarely speak. and girls need a man? i'm not picky, i work, i dont hit women, i dont yell, c'mon i may be crazy but i'm not that bad. at least give me the time of day, jeez! more later maybe

psychotic serial-killer tree-climber
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