it was just a matter of time.
there.
i officially cracked.
emotional/physical breakdown.
whatever it is, my body has taken the toll.
i have never felt so tense. filled with whatever this is. i can literally FEEL the sensation of it in my body rising and pushing. and i have taken notice that my face will hurt at times because i clench my jaw tight without realizing it. i don't even know. light-headed, flushed, and fuzzy. stress? overwhelmed? oh, i am sure. but something just had to tip it off in order for me to just go.
this is unlike me.
we all know that.
i even cried.
i never cry.
hell. i didn't even cry during the notebook.
but what is not unlike me is that it will pass.
and i will be a-okay tomorrow.
we all have our nights and well, tonight was mine.
this is not a pity party.
i just wanted to write this down because i am in disbelief.
the girl known to never break, just broke.
i officially cracked.
emotional/physical breakdown.
whatever it is, my body has taken the toll.
i have never felt so tense. filled with whatever this is. i can literally FEEL the sensation of it in my body rising and pushing. and i have taken notice that my face will hurt at times because i clench my jaw tight without realizing it. i don't even know. light-headed, flushed, and fuzzy. stress? overwhelmed? oh, i am sure. but something just had to tip it off in order for me to just go.
this is unlike me.
we all know that.
i even cried.
i never cry.
hell. i didn't even cry during the notebook.
but what is not unlike me is that it will pass.
and i will be a-okay tomorrow.
we all have our nights and well, tonight was mine.
this is not a pity party.
i just wanted to write this down because i am in disbelief.
the girl known to never break, just broke.