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I'm so tired, even just looking at my bed makes my eyes flutter shut. I'm afraid to get too close in case the vortex around it sucks me in and sends me into a deep slumber of which I never wake up. Not that that might be a bad thing.
Last night I babysat my 11month old cousin for six hours (give or take) and was literally exhausted when my aunt and uncle came home. I passed out almost as soon as I got into bed. It was early for me to ggo to sleep. Then this morning I had to get up and clean stalls at Dotti's. Taking care of a baby or cleaning eight stalls. I can't decide which was more tiring. I'm rethinking the whole baby thing. Maybe if it was my baby and I wasn't alone it would be different. But, if I'm a stay at home mom at the beginning, then it will just be me. All Lucy did was walk around the tiny house, until I finally relented and put up the baby gate and shut the door to the bedrooms, confining her to the living room. I now know the themesong to the "Wiggles" some lame-ass Australian TV show toddlers love these days. Kinda like the teletubbies but without the fake heads.
Last night I babysat my 11month old cousin for six hours (give or take) and was literally exhausted when my aunt and uncle came home. I passed out almost as soon as I got into bed. It was early for me to ggo to sleep. Then this morning I had to get up and clean stalls at Dotti's. Taking care of a baby or cleaning eight stalls. I can't decide which was more tiring. I'm rethinking the whole baby thing. Maybe if it was my baby and I wasn't alone it would be different. But, if I'm a stay at home mom at the beginning, then it will just be me. All Lucy did was walk around the tiny house, until I finally relented and put up the baby gate and shut the door to the bedrooms, confining her to the living room. I now know the themesong to the "Wiggles" some lame-ass Australian TV show toddlers love these days. Kinda like the teletubbies but without the fake heads.