Jul 10, 2004 00:11
This week has had its ups and down. Camped right along the beach with all my good friends. It was way fun. We had a great time just hanging out and doing nothing for what seemed like hours. Met a few new people....Heather(oohh shiny...), Also some kids from Canada. I also hung out with heather(la jolla) and Alli(Nora's friend from sd.) They were all pretty cool. This week has seriously been so wierd. I seriously forgot that today was friday...the days just seemed to blend together. Well, im 1 step closer to college...thank god. I enroll on monday. I think ill be having school like 4 days a week for like 3 or four hours. So all in all, I think college is gonna kick ass. Also, my sexy asian friend chris from Pamona is hanging out down ere...which is way cool since I barely get to see that guy. I've known him for like 4 years...and he has been gone for 2 years up there...yet we still keep in touch which is way crazy. We'll see what this weekend holds. Ajay comes back from SLO...I hope for the best.
This song has been on repeat in my car lately.
The Swiss Army Romance- Dashboard confessional
Sleep with all the lights on.
You're not so happy.
You're not secure.
You're dying to look cute in your blue jeans,
but you're plastic just like everyone.
You're just like everyone.
And that face you paint is pressed
impressing most of us as permanent
and I'd like to see you undone.
College night will draw the crowds.
Dorms unload & your heading out.
Here is your moment to shine.
Making up a history.
It's nothing from the life you lead
but man, will they buy all your lines.
Sleep with all the sheets off
bearing your mattress
bearing your soul.
And you're dying to look smooth with your tattoos
but you're searching just like everyone
could be anyone.
And the friends that you have are the best
impressing most of us as permanent
and I'd like to see you undone.
Youth's the most unfaithful mistress.
Still we forge ahead to miss her.
Rushing our moment to shine.
Making up a history,
It's nothing from the life you lead
but man will they buy all your lines.
We're not twenty-one,
but the sooner we are,
the sooner the fun will begin,
so get out your fake eyelashes,
and fake i.d's,
& real disasters ensue,
it's cool to take these chances.
It's cool to fake romances
& grow up fast.
It's just a nice song....Double meaning...on what I look forward to. Just like the whole college scene......but no drinking for me...haha...straight edge can suck sometimes.
I hate feeling like shit