Well
Today is sorta one of those days you wish you could fall asleep and not wake up for a few weeks...or wake up and have everything right again. I fucked things up and im gonna try and make them right....whatever i have to do. My life is so out of place right now. Because of everything lately....relationships....Also because of graduating and getting one step closer to being out on my own. Making my own way. I guess im just scared. After this summer, things are gonna be so much different and im not sure how to feel about it. Most of my friends are moving on to start there lives. Im starting mine with college and whatnot. Days like today just suck because nothing seems right with anything. I was woken up at 6 this morning to go to wal mart with my mom to get a new battery for the car. I only had 4 hours of sleep. So that, plus im feeling pretty depressed, doesn't make the day any better. There are so many things to say, about everything...it's just too hard to say it. I just don't want to bring myself down more than I already am. The strange part is...i brought it all on myself. Im not too sure whats going on today besides writing songs with luke. I guess thats ok. I bought the new Cure and the Midtown Cd's today which are incredibly good. THe cure is depressing, which isn't that bad for an emo kid like me. Stupid emo kids. haha. Whatever. There is only one song that comes to my mind right now which makes me feel...I dont know...it just relates to my situation i guess.
See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you
With or without you
With or without you
Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away
My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
Old school. I love this song. U2 kicks ass. hah.
See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you
With or without you
With or without you
Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away
My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
Old school. I love this song. U2 kicks ass. hah.