Im down
Im doing fine without my past. Without the baggage of some people. I hope they are doing miserable for the things they have done to me. The truth of the matter is....im so much better than them. And im sick of hearing about girls from myself and from my friends. Were lonely. We need to get over it. Fuck it. Until somebody worthwhile comes into my life....there is no point( i mean that in a relationship manner, not friends). My band is totally gonna start kicking some ass, and most people i know....know that already. I get the most out of life...thru music these days. I think one of the best songs ever written was....for me this is heaven by jimmy eat world.
"The first star i see, may not be a star
We can't do a thing but wait,
so lets wait for one more"
"When the time we have now ends
When the big hand goes round again
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?"
"Close my eyes and believe
wherever you are,
an angel for me."
Im tired of thinking of the same things night after night. Im ready to move away to L.A. or Santa Cruz or anywhere from here. Im sick of always worrying if my past will some how come into my life the next day. I dont want it anymore. 5 weeks then im done with high school. i will miss it. At least the last year..which was practically drama free besides some bad parties and some bad people. But they are gone. Im glad I have my friends in my life. They understand me and they care. Fuck anyone whoever messes with them. I will fuck you up. They are my world. Here's to friends.
"The first star i see, may not be a star
We can't do a thing but wait,
so lets wait for one more"
"When the time we have now ends
When the big hand goes round again
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?"
"Close my eyes and believe
wherever you are,
an angel for me."
Im tired of thinking of the same things night after night. Im ready to move away to L.A. or Santa Cruz or anywhere from here. Im sick of always worrying if my past will some how come into my life the next day. I dont want it anymore. 5 weeks then im done with high school. i will miss it. At least the last year..which was practically drama free besides some bad parties and some bad people. But they are gone. Im glad I have my friends in my life. They understand me and they care. Fuck anyone whoever messes with them. I will fuck you up. They are my world. Here's to friends.