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I wish I was prettier
I wish I had money so I could buy things I want/need
I wish I had a job
I wish I had time
I wish I had more friends
I wish I had more friends who understand me
I wish I had the guts to go to New York
I wish that things will change in college
I wish I could figure stuff out
I wish more people liked me
I wish I could make people smile
I wish I was one of "those girls"
I wish I didn't wish all the time, that I had these things.
I wish I could be amazing
I wish I could make a difference
Sometimes I wish people were jealous of me
Then I feel bad, because why do I want to be better than people?
Sometimes I wish I were better than other people. Just to feel accomplished.
I wish I had a more realistic goal that I truly felt passionate about.
I wish people understood more of my decisions
Sometimes I wish I didn't feel like I have to go to college.
Sometimes I wish I lived in New York.
sometimes i wish i weren't so connected to people so i wouldn't miss everyone when i move to NYC
I wish I had better things
I wish I wasn't so superficial sometimes
I wish I weren't so critical of other people
I wish:
I weren't so critical of myself
My face would stay clear for once
I had more time
i could stay motivated
i could get motivated for the things I have to do as opposed to getting motivated for everything else
people looked at me and were like "wow"
i weren't jealous of other people
i didnt get so emo sometimes
i didnt get depressed
i cared in the morning so i wasnt disgusted later
i werent disgusted with myself so much
i could be skinnier
i were more talented
i werent so lonely all the time
i didnt repeat some of these things
someone read all of this
people comment
i didnt instigate things so much
i controlled my temper better
i was at college right now
people remembered me

i wish a lot of things...