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i really need to figure out how to get enough sleep so that im not crashing at 9pm and physically can't get myself back up -_-
there's just not enough hours in a day to do everything i want to do. i missed at least 3 things that i wanted to do tonight...
i'm exhasuted from the workweek. tomorrow is my day off and i'm still gonna have to get up and get ready at 6AM to drive people around and go to/make doctor's appointments for myself and lindsay and such... and if i have time i need to go christmas shopping to get everyone done with before i am forced to go to the mall full of a million panicky, strung out, last minute shoppers. i spent between $400 and $500 on bills yesterday and i have to wait 2 weeks to get paid again -_- and of course everything always happens around christmas. i need to see a specialist for my poor toe that i dropped a computer monitor on like forever ago, and someone for my eyes, and it all has to be done and taken care of before they switch my health insurance plan over to the company's that just bought out charrette (because they dont cover as much). plus i need to make an appointment for lindsay for a check up and to talk to a doctor. and that's just the tip of the iceberg.
there's a lot more going on, lists of things i need to do floating around in my head, and just things that i simply WANT to do but can't. it's stressing me out wicked bad.
i wish i had a car and my own place. i wish i made enough money to be on my own again. i seriously need to get away and have some time for myself, and more time for lindsay. and i want to paint....
-_-
there's just not enough hours in a day to do everything i want to do. i missed at least 3 things that i wanted to do tonight...
i'm exhasuted from the workweek. tomorrow is my day off and i'm still gonna have to get up and get ready at 6AM to drive people around and go to/make doctor's appointments for myself and lindsay and such... and if i have time i need to go christmas shopping to get everyone done with before i am forced to go to the mall full of a million panicky, strung out, last minute shoppers. i spent between $400 and $500 on bills yesterday and i have to wait 2 weeks to get paid again -_- and of course everything always happens around christmas. i need to see a specialist for my poor toe that i dropped a computer monitor on like forever ago, and someone for my eyes, and it all has to be done and taken care of before they switch my health insurance plan over to the company's that just bought out charrette (because they dont cover as much). plus i need to make an appointment for lindsay for a check up and to talk to a doctor. and that's just the tip of the iceberg.
there's a lot more going on, lists of things i need to do floating around in my head, and just things that i simply WANT to do but can't. it's stressing me out wicked bad.
i wish i had a car and my own place. i wish i made enough money to be on my own again. i seriously need to get away and have some time for myself, and more time for lindsay. and i want to paint....
-_-