this shits ridiculous!!
shits supposed to be getting easier. thats a fucking joke. everything is ridiculous right now. i feel like my life is upside down and im struggling to stay above the water. im not to sure whats going on. i feel like drinking, and smoking. and being bad. like breaking things. or beating someone one. i think i just need a more mature way of expressing myself. im an immature little baby. wow. i hate people like me. i feel like nosediving into an empty pool. like in that old commercial.....tell me you know what im talking about.