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im starting to feel better for those of you that know what ive been going through, if you dont know, dont ask. anyway today im going to hang out with my little cousins bake some brownies and ima stay for dinner. then im going to the range with my dad, i havent been there in a while. i miss it bad. whever i come back from seeing matt i feel like im stuck in a hole that i cant get out of. dont get me wrong i still miss him like crazy and wish i was still there...terribly as a matter of fact. but ive come to accept that i chose this life, full on knowing what i was getting myself into. i love him so much, that no matter how far away he is, how long we don talk for, i know and he knows i will still be here waiting for him to come back and get me. mm lets hear it for being hopelessly in love =]