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[astarvingheart]

I almost thought
it'd be sort of scary
"here you go now"
"be off"
out in some desert canyon
maybe stuck in some
dark wood.
for so long
I was afraid
"don't I need some beacon
something to climb onto?"
but in the end
there is no beacon
no bird blazing
the way
maybe now
no one will see me
aimless
"what do you really want?"
or it could be
I am finally safe
there is no end
no beginning
Or
maybe it is
really
in not understanding.
you really get it
there was no point
in getting it all along.

So this could possibly
be some great
unveiling
shiny red ribbon
awkward smiles
clapping hands
"Horray you finally did it"
picture.
flash flash

its in this ambiquitity
I'll climb
it's alpine peaks
sinking in permanent snow
a barren tundra
in arctic snow
finding it in the
bears den
"how many times
do I need to learn the
same thing over?"




I think phil puts it more precisely:

Your legs walked your heart high
Your whole body is sprawling out.
Major view, wide.
I'm on a boulder over alpine tops
On peaking, I watched you cross the water in the evening
In my eye, your greys and blues were blonde.
Something that I held onto is leaving,
The shape to what I saw has slowly died