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Well my mom and my stepdad left to see my grandparents in Yuma.
i was supposed to go, but i felt like shit..so im home alone til saturday evening..
Chris is gonna stay with me for the time being, so im not by myself the whole time, which is awesome..i love him so much.. and everything he does for me.
i havent been going to school..im so behind, and im not going because im getting fucking tired of it. why cant it be summer already?
i miss hanging out with emilie. i miss going out, laughing, and being lovers together! haha...
i miss becca, i wish i could be there for her...through her tough times. I miss laughing, peeing my pants, spitting my drinks, and having heart attacks from doing so. We have such good times together.
Once i get my car things will hopefully change. It's just the job thing that kinda brings me down..
I got a job at Target and i get an orientaion on the 20th. I really hope it doesnt take away my social life. I hope it doesnt take away seeing the love of my life.. Im so worried and stressed about so much. I want school to be over with, and just be a junior already to start over.
I love Chris with all my heart.. I love spending everyday with him, crying about how happy i am to have/be with him, laughing with him, telling him everything that is on my mind..
I wish i had my best friends to tell things to. It seems as if there gone..i mean i know they're there for me now, but its not how it used to be..
well im getting teared up writing this..so thanks for reading. and i hope everyone is doing amazing, because its a beautiful thing to be happy <33
i was supposed to go, but i felt like shit..so im home alone til saturday evening..
Chris is gonna stay with me for the time being, so im not by myself the whole time, which is awesome..i love him so much.. and everything he does for me.
i havent been going to school..im so behind, and im not going because im getting fucking tired of it. why cant it be summer already?
i miss hanging out with emilie. i miss going out, laughing, and being lovers together! haha...
i miss becca, i wish i could be there for her...through her tough times. I miss laughing, peeing my pants, spitting my drinks, and having heart attacks from doing so. We have such good times together.
Once i get my car things will hopefully change. It's just the job thing that kinda brings me down..
I got a job at Target and i get an orientaion on the 20th. I really hope it doesnt take away my social life. I hope it doesnt take away seeing the love of my life.. Im so worried and stressed about so much. I want school to be over with, and just be a junior already to start over.
I love Chris with all my heart.. I love spending everyday with him, crying about how happy i am to have/be with him, laughing with him, telling him everything that is on my mind..
I wish i had my best friends to tell things to. It seems as if there gone..i mean i know they're there for me now, but its not how it used to be..
well im getting teared up writing this..so thanks for reading. and i hope everyone is doing amazing, because its a beautiful thing to be happy <33