Good and Bad

[astarupinthasky]

well today was pretty good.
went to school, had a blast laughing all day with matt.
matt came a little after school so i could dye his hair. then later Nick came over to get his hair cut.
its so cool to have friends that trust me and let me do their hair. i love my friends.

after that i called my dad.
he made my awesome day fucking horrible.
called to bitch at me, tell me my mom was a fucking bitch from hell..
and im not getting a car because heaven forbid my mom didnt save any money for my car and/or isnt paying for any of it. well...to tell you the truth i dont blame her. my dad ows $30, 000 of child support.
so my dad told me my opinions dont matter, and to shut up. he hung up on me. really mature right?
yeah...well i cried for hours..

i love chris. i love him with all my heart. He worrys so much about me, and cares for me so much...and that right there makes me feel all better. but knowing i wont be getting a car kinda brings down my plan on seeing chris and/or being with him after school everyday =(

thanks for listening...

<3