ap scores and gaurd clinics
ok, i still haven't gotten my god damn ap scores and i'm going crazy. grrrrrr!!!!! it's not fair, bleh. if anyone took any ap tests (especailly ap world history or any that were placed after may 12th) plleeeeease tell me if u got ur scores back yet or not. i just wanna know. really.
ok, now, i have another color gaurd clinic in about nine hours time. this is horrible. i've come to dread these clinis. i used to love gaurd. maybe it was cause i was appreciated for all the grunt shit work i did. like teaching the newbies, drilling work when the instructor is busy. being a cargo driver for equipment. re-taping poles and replacing tips and re-weighting stoppers. i mean, i do soooo much shit for them. but then what does the captain and the god damn asst. captain do??? huh? jack fucking shit. they sit around and talk on their asses all the time, if they even show up to the clinics. and what is worse, both of them have the same strengths (weapon work), neither of them are all that good at flag. i mean i can toss doubles on a heavy pole from western and they can barely toss full singles on light poles. and don't even get me started on dance, jesus christ.
now, today i need to get up to courage and go and talk to jackie about that dance solo. i have a sickening feeling that jenny is gonna get it, even tho she is already almost secured the saber solo as she's the only one who can toss quints and sextuplets (sp?). she can't dance either. i just have to go and stand strong. i don't know what it is. any of my dance teachers and i would be all up in their faces asking them for the solo. cause if u don't ask u don't get. but with jackie its weird. and she mentioned auditions for the saber solo, so i mean if i worked my ass off and was able to do more than jenny i could get it. but she didn't even mention anything other than where the dance solo is in the music....
ahhhh i'm dreading today...
ok, now, i have another color gaurd clinic in about nine hours time. this is horrible. i've come to dread these clinis. i used to love gaurd. maybe it was cause i was appreciated for all the grunt shit work i did. like teaching the newbies, drilling work when the instructor is busy. being a cargo driver for equipment. re-taping poles and replacing tips and re-weighting stoppers. i mean, i do soooo much shit for them. but then what does the captain and the god damn asst. captain do??? huh? jack fucking shit. they sit around and talk on their asses all the time, if they even show up to the clinics. and what is worse, both of them have the same strengths (weapon work), neither of them are all that good at flag. i mean i can toss doubles on a heavy pole from western and they can barely toss full singles on light poles. and don't even get me started on dance, jesus christ.
now, today i need to get up to courage and go and talk to jackie about that dance solo. i have a sickening feeling that jenny is gonna get it, even tho she is already almost secured the saber solo as she's the only one who can toss quints and sextuplets (sp?). she can't dance either. i just have to go and stand strong. i don't know what it is. any of my dance teachers and i would be all up in their faces asking them for the solo. cause if u don't ask u don't get. but with jackie its weird. and she mentioned auditions for the saber solo, so i mean if i worked my ass off and was able to do more than jenny i could get it. but she didn't even mention anything other than where the dance solo is in the music....
ahhhh i'm dreading today...