tired tired tired

[astarte713]

long day today. i have such conflicted emotions about everything. like take color gaurd for instance. i love it, i love to compete and dance and do cool shit with fun equipment, but i hate the drama. i hate how people don't appreciate my leadership abilities just because this is my second season gaurd at chapel hill, first marching season here. but i love to be on the field. but everything is like that. i dunno what the hell i'm trying to say...

grr, i'm too confused to type...