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i'm very sorry to hear about sean chaney.
the last time i saw him i grabbed his ass, but only because it was really funny to do that to him.
he'd laugh or smile but it freaked him out a little.
or maybe he just thought there was something wrong with me and my grabby hands.
he was a very cool guy.
after diana's suicide last year, this didn't hurt as much. it still hurts...its just a different feeling, for so many reasons. it seems that if i weren't for death we wouldn't get those smacks in the head from our psyches(or whoever).
telling us we love those around us and not just ourselves.
or that if it weren't for realizing our short time here. we wouldnt be pushing ourselves at all.
::shrug::
i love my life.
i wish that they had.
the last time i saw him i grabbed his ass, but only because it was really funny to do that to him.
he'd laugh or smile but it freaked him out a little.
or maybe he just thought there was something wrong with me and my grabby hands.
he was a very cool guy.
after diana's suicide last year, this didn't hurt as much. it still hurts...its just a different feeling, for so many reasons. it seems that if i weren't for death we wouldn't get those smacks in the head from our psyches(or whoever).
telling us we love those around us and not just ourselves.
or that if it weren't for realizing our short time here. we wouldnt be pushing ourselves at all.
::shrug::
i love my life.
i wish that they had.