No Games Journalism for me :S

[astarlia]

So I entered the game journalism comp on gameplayer.com.au, but didn't win.  They said that i was on the list of people they gave serious consderation too, so i must be doing something right, i'm just disappointed that I was so close to this amazing opportunity that could have given me everything i wanted right now..... but i didn't get it.

I know that i'm probably not ready to take full advatage of the oppurtunity yet anyway, but god damn i wanted it :S:S:S