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[astarinureye]

so last night we had a youth leaders meeting and i think i had the most fun ever! i mean most people hate meetings but bc i am so in love with this, i had such a good time...my church's youth pastor even doesnt like doing some of the things (like car washes) we've planned, which is totally fine bc she's done it for forever and on her own so i get that it's hard, but man i love everything about it, even the crazy hard times all the way up to the zany cool times! i am so stoked that God has put this desire in my heart bc i know He is going to do some cool stuff...i want to be a youth pastor so bad and teach and worship all the time but i am cool with where i am, i am really, finally, happy...sure i want loads more but if God never blessed me again with what i desire or His unexpectedness, i know i'd be eternally happy and content with just blessing others with the love and joy that Christ has given me...

Father i adore You