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Thing about getting people intoxicated, is you get some nice info out of them on occasion...
Case in point: It came down to me tonight the reason for Brian and Chrissy's slipt. All I can say, is if he did go back to her, the boy needs very serious psycological help, period.
Been mamking point to avoid the school when I knew he was going to be there. May not be able to much longer. And honestly, I'm torn. Part of me wants things to be pleasent again between he and I, at least for work's sake. Another is so fucking mad at him & hurt for toying with me when I was vulnerable and hurting after loosing Grandma, for not just being up front and straight with me, I could easily be very happy to never see him again in the whole of my life. I can see a lot of good in him, a lot of potential and depth. It really to bad he's still to busy fucking around and can't be real. If he had been, we could have avoided quite a lot of this mess.
For about a week there, I really did feel something real for him. And I always did care about him. It's really just to bad.
Case in point: It came down to me tonight the reason for Brian and Chrissy's slipt. All I can say, is if he did go back to her, the boy needs very serious psycological help, period.
Been mamking point to avoid the school when I knew he was going to be there. May not be able to much longer. And honestly, I'm torn. Part of me wants things to be pleasent again between he and I, at least for work's sake. Another is so fucking mad at him & hurt for toying with me when I was vulnerable and hurting after loosing Grandma, for not just being up front and straight with me, I could easily be very happy to never see him again in the whole of my life. I can see a lot of good in him, a lot of potential and depth. It really to bad he's still to busy fucking around and can't be real. If he had been, we could have avoided quite a lot of this mess.
For about a week there, I really did feel something real for him. And I always did care about him. It's really just to bad.