I finally decide to start utilizing this blog again.....
..... but as my emo-blog. I don't know why, but lately I have this negative thinking, lack of spirit and less energetic in both my mind and body. I think mostly of this situation caused by my overload works and also some pressure at office. And maybe because lately I made some mistakes and now I have to do my best to ensure that mistake won't happen again in the future and our customers won't give us any protest or claims or whatever to our top management. And maybe because I have regular reports that need to be submitted in a very tight deadline every month which makes me wanna scream and beat somebody up.........bottom line is, work might be one of the root cause of my emo-pathetic-condition.
However, I couldn't blame everything to my work. I mean, other people are also working right? Some of them might have the same workload as me, but somehow they (or maybe some of them) could manage that pressure well. For me, that is something that I couldn't manage all the time. I mean, sometimes is okay, but in other time....ugh. I don't even wanna talk about it :(
Anyway, that's a starter. Let's see what I will post here for the next days. Or months. Or years? Gulp.
However, I couldn't blame everything to my work. I mean, other people are also working right? Some of them might have the same workload as me, but somehow they (or maybe some of them) could manage that pressure well. For me, that is something that I couldn't manage all the time. I mean, sometimes is okay, but in other time....ugh. I don't even wanna talk about it :(
Anyway, that's a starter. Let's see what I will post here for the next days. Or months. Or years? Gulp.