Can I angst now? DX

Mar 21, 2010 01:41


My dad just got small surgery on two of his coronary arteries. They both were blocked and gave him chest pain about last week while he was working out in the gym. My mom was cautioned enough to send him to hospital before anything get worse. (yup, Medical Staff's instinct) Apparently the surgery was successfull. He still need to take medicines and have some more rest. BUT Knowing how My father is. He just went to work again, saying the doesn't want people at work to panic. (he's in military btw)  So My mom just long-distant called me and told me to called my father to tell him that he should be resting at home. She said He might listened to me since I am his favourite.

But NOPE. Whatever I say, he still has to finish his work. well that's just how my father is I guess.

My aunt said he'd be okay. But..... Even someone like him who's been eating healthy and work out, end up with heart disease. WHY THIS WORLD IS JUST SO FAIR?!

I cired, yeah. Because I love him. I am worried. But I'm not a doctor...I can't fix him any better. I cired on the phone when I talked to him a few hours before he went to the surgery. I cired when I told him that I love him and he's always my Hero. So he has to stay alive longer to watch over me. But Nobody will see this tears outside. I actaully successfully hide it from my relatives here, and ever my friends.

I just hope nothing will get any worse......

fuck, rant

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