fucking hell
everything was going perfectly well til today.
i woke up at 1 in the afternoon then realising that i hadnt set my alarm and i was meant to meet cassie at 1, i tried to call her on her mobile but it was switched off, eventualy amilia called me, started having a go at me i said i tried to call so she said i stood cassie up, cassie then took the phone and she seemed realy upset, i said i was sorry but then she had to go.
later i got a call from cassie, she was still upset and had skived college cause of it, worse still i think she might be starting to listen to all the bullshit as she talked with lauren, lauren asked her if she was going to the college party, she said yes, lauren asked if i was, she said yes, lauren said that she isnt going if i am, cassie said why, lauren said that she hasnt told anyone some ofthe things i did and that if she told cassie then cass wouldnt be going out with me now, cassie might actualy belive her too.
i cant belive lauren said that, the only bad thing i ever did to her was got her to quit weed (for 3 days). i told cassie not to talk to lauren cause she would hear a load of bullshit.
so yeah now cassie will be realy edgy around me and shes upset and i AM the one to blame cause i slept in and didnt come see her.
i knew something would go wrong, just not because of me, im going to try my hardest to make it up but i feel realy guilty now.
xxx-willis-xxx
i woke up at 1 in the afternoon then realising that i hadnt set my alarm and i was meant to meet cassie at 1, i tried to call her on her mobile but it was switched off, eventualy amilia called me, started having a go at me i said i tried to call so she said i stood cassie up, cassie then took the phone and she seemed realy upset, i said i was sorry but then she had to go.
later i got a call from cassie, she was still upset and had skived college cause of it, worse still i think she might be starting to listen to all the bullshit as she talked with lauren, lauren asked her if she was going to the college party, she said yes, lauren asked if i was, she said yes, lauren said that she isnt going if i am, cassie said why, lauren said that she hasnt told anyone some ofthe things i did and that if she told cassie then cass wouldnt be going out with me now, cassie might actualy belive her too.
i cant belive lauren said that, the only bad thing i ever did to her was got her to quit weed (for 3 days). i told cassie not to talk to lauren cause she would hear a load of bullshit.
so yeah now cassie will be realy edgy around me and shes upset and i AM the one to blame cause i slept in and didnt come see her.
i knew something would go wrong, just not because of me, im going to try my hardest to make it up but i feel realy guilty now.
xxx-willis-xxx