whats the pointasta_la_pastaMay 3 2006, 21:55:26 UTC
i would rather openly say who i like and dont like rather than acting all chummy around them or in some cases actualy trying to be mates with them (ben reavo vicky and mel)
as for diy i have been with them for a year and a half and things were going fine until tom and ben left then things started fucking up then morely came along and demanded that he should have authoroty over the place as he was there when it started (he forgets he left diy for dead before i started) and thought he could push everyone around, i would show him a lot more respect if he didnt just push everyone around, bluntly put, hes a fucking bully.
also the main reason i gave up trying to keep diy afloat is because any idea that someone comes up with (daft or not) is shot down in seconds by morely and reavo and we never get anything done.
if ever you can get ivan tanith tom and ben to come back to diy then maybe ill come back but til then thers no real point cause the only people who do anything for diy are maija dan ryan lauren billy lucy christian beela and sheridan (most of which cant atend often) and yes morely does do stuff but not as much as he says.
one more reason i left diy, no one wants me there cause yes i am an arsehole and i do have an ego and i do hate myself for it but i am not gonna put up with peoples shit when i try to help out and be friendly the reason i wrote the lj entry was cause im sick of people using me and stabbing me in the back.
btw i dont want people to like me when im being all friendly and wearing a false smile (the only reason they like me is cause they can walk all over me) i want people to like me whatever mood im in and whatever personality i may have (cheers wiggas) cause at least then i can honestly call them friends. why do you think i had the ego? it was to get in with more people, people who i now realise arent worth the effort. thats why i am going back to the little slghtly emo nerdy and childish willis rather than the vain egotist prick that people made me
btw if you are pissed off at me for saying what i think look at the past 20 lj entries of mine and see just how much shit i have to put up with. i think i did prety damn well not snapping til now.
How much shit you've had to put with. Read my LJ, you might just see what I've been through the past four months. Me, Ben and a couple of my other friends too. You still have that ego.
as for diy i have been with them for a year and a half and things were going fine until tom and ben left then things started fucking up then morely came along and demanded that he should have authoroty over the place as he was there when it started (he forgets he left diy for dead before i started) and thought he could push everyone around, i would show him a lot more respect if he didnt just push everyone around, bluntly put, hes a fucking bully.
also the main reason i gave up trying to keep diy afloat is because any idea that someone comes up with (daft or not) is shot down in seconds by morely and reavo and we never get anything done.
if ever you can get ivan tanith tom and ben to come back to diy then maybe ill come back but til then thers no real point cause the only people who do anything for diy are maija dan ryan lauren billy lucy christian beela and sheridan (most of which cant atend often) and yes morely does do stuff but not as much as he says.
one more reason i left diy, no one wants me there cause yes i am an arsehole and i do have an ego and i do hate myself for it but i am not gonna put up with peoples shit when i try to help out and be friendly the reason i wrote the lj entry was cause im sick of people using me and stabbing me in the back.
btw i dont want people to like me when im being all friendly and wearing a false smile (the only reason they like me is cause they can walk all over me) i want people to like me whatever mood im in and whatever personality i may have (cheers wiggas) cause at least then i can honestly call them friends.
why do you think i had the ego? it was to get in with more people, people who i now realise arent worth the effort. thats why i am going back to the little slghtly emo nerdy and childish willis rather than the vain egotist prick that people made me
btw if you are pissed off at me for saying what i think look at the past 20 lj entries of mine and see just how much shit i have to put up with. i think i did prety damn well not snapping til now.
sorry for being an arsehole
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Read my LJ, you might just see what I've been through the past four months.
Me, Ben and a couple of my other friends too.
You still have that ego.
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