i won't grow up

[assuringlynerdy]

I feel like shit, and the shit-feeling from yesterday night seems to have carried over to today, putting another layer of shit on the already shit-tastic morning I've had, even though it's only lasted fifteen minutes, because I'm sick, and my ears don't seem to be working correctly, and all the water in my room is old (or at least tastes old - I filled both of them last night), but I'm too lazy to go get new water to hydrate myself because I don't want to ever move again, and that bruise I got like last week when Ann drove a ball into my shin has YET ANOTHER friend (its first friend was from when Katherine Lynch drove it into almost the exact same place) from when I fell trying to get down from the Summerbridge offices to get to the lobby and my stuff and my ride (and I screamed 'FUCKKKKKKKKKKK' and it was actually quite nice to just SCREAM a swear on school property, but no one heard me because they were all chatting and laughing back at the auditorium and finding FUCKING SNEAKY ways to get into the lobby of which I didn't know, so I was all alone, and it was dark, and I fell, and it fucking hurts), and now my eyes hurt from whatever the hell makes eyes hurt.

Oh, and I think I'm getting some new teeth in, because my back gums hurt like hell.

THIS IS A FABULOUS DAY ALREADY. ALL TWENTY MINUTES OF IT.