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i just realized that i am very fed up with my church. it's entirely centered on the wrong thing. everyone there is so judgemental and the stereotypical christian the way non-christians would think of. it's all about apprearance, and looking good. the youth people are so retarded. all they do is gossip and make fun of people and talk about people the whole time. i don't think any of the adults get it either. i'm not moved at all by any of the services or sermons. i don't see how any of that could move anyone. my church is probably just so that people can claim they're christian. just because you go to a church every sunday doesn't make you a christian. i'm thinking of not going to my church at all anymore and just going to mt. horeb all the time instead of just youth, but i would get talked about at my church and people would wonder where i am, because my pastor and the adults at my church think so highly of me, and think that i am just so on fire for God, and i am like "their last hope" or some crap. i'm sick of it. maybe lutheran just isn't the thing for me. if i hadn't ever started going to mount horeb, then i wouldn't be saved at all, and i wouldn't know Jesus, because my church does NOTHING for me. God is supposed to be the center of a church, and they claim that he is, but it certainly doesn't seem that way for me. sorry y'all that was the most random rant ever. i'll be surprised if anyone even reads that, but i had to get it out somehow.