Oct 01, 2008 19:01
This has been the hardest experience I have ever had to live through in my life. I feel so torn between my wants to be free and between my unconditional love for the man I belong to.
So I fill the gaps with liquid pleasures while Mika screams in my ears "Relax, Take It Easy."
If this is what I wanted, then why the hell do I feel so god damn empty? All the strength I had this past week just shot out the window blowing out all the candles with it. My pain is catching up to me and I feel so vulnerable. I miss your warmth, your guidance, your love.
You're really gone. This is really happening. I'm truly alone.
What have I done....